Chapter 42
Dalawang buwan na simula nang mangyari ang pang k-kidnap ni Claudia kay Zvezda. Dalawang buwan na din simula nang bumalik ang mga alaala ko. Akala ko ay katapusan ko na noong mga araw na iyon. I never thought that I will survive to that tragedy but that tragedy helps me to gain back my memories.
When I woke up the first thing that I saw is Permian who is sleeping soundly while holding my hand. He looked tired while looking at his frowned expression while sleeping. When he woke up, he started asking question if I know him, my baby is traumatized, huh. He started crying when I told him I remember him at first he thought that I only remember the accident but when I call him baby he start crying.
My friends and family are also happy about the news. After I got home from the hospital that when I know that my princess is suffering from trauma. She can't talk. The Doctor said that it is a traumatic mutism , it is cause when someone usually child who is capable of speaking stops speaking due to they witness someones death.
"Mama, makakasalita pa ba si ZVezda?" napahinto ako sa pag-alala nang marinig ko ang nag aalalang boses ni Ciel. Nakatingin ito saakin na parang hinhintay ang sagot ko. "Of course, we will hear again the sweet voice of your little sister." mahinahong sabi ko.
I looked at Zvezda who is looking absent mindly at the wall. Her friends are always here to play with her but she only sat on the side and looked at other stuff. I pity my child because she's too young to suffer this kind of trauma. Nakita ko ang pag lapit ni Elio kay Zvezda at hinawakan ang mag kabilang balikat nito.
Tingnan naman sya ni ZVezda pero wala kang mababasang expression sa mukha nya. Elio start moving ZVezda's shoulder while I can hear his soft whimpered. "Zvezda, you should talk na, mama knows who's our real papa. HIndi na kita aawayin kapag nag talk ka na. Dapat pag nag talk ka na tama na ang pag salita mo. Mag b-birthday na tayo paano mo ako babatiin ng happy birthday kung hindi ka na talk." umiiyak na sabi ni Elio.
Mas lumakas ang iyak nito nang hindi pa din sumagot si Zvezda. I wiped the tears that rolled down to my cheeks. Seeing my children suffer because of Zvezda makes my heart break. Nabalik na nga ang alaala ko, hindi naman makasalita si Zvezda. Lumapit ako sa pwesto nlang dalawa at niyakap sila.
"Ciel come here, anak" tawag ko kay Ciel na agad namang itong lumapit sa pwesto ko. Maybe this is the consequence of the forbidden love that Permian and I shared. Nang makataulog ang tatlo dahil sa pag-iyak ay napatingin ako sa pinto nang bumukas iyon at niluwa si Permian. He also look tired.
He walked towards my direction while he's loosening his neck tie. He kissed my lips before kissing the triplets forehead.
"How's your day? " malambing na tanong ko sakanya. He smiled at me before answering my question.
"It fine but tiring. " sagot nito.
"How's the case about Claudia? " tanong ko. Mula sa mayamang pamilya ang mga magulang ni Claudia kaya madaling matago ang mga ebidensya.
"You don't have to worry about that, Agustus and I are working on it. " sagot nito bago halikan ang noo ko. I smiled at him before nodding.
I caress his face while his eyes are closed. I leaned towards him and gave him a peck of kiss on his lips that made him smile.
"I'm so happy I have you and our children. " napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi nito. I don't know how Permian suffered those years when everyone thought that I am dead because of that accident.
"Let's take a shower!" he didn't have me a chance to speak when he pulled me towards the bathroom. After he closed the door he start kissing my lips while his hands are on my jaw and caressing it softly.
His kisses went down on my neck and give a peck of kisses there. I closed my eyes when I felt his hands on my sensitive area down there.
"Hmmm" ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman ang ganitong sensasyon sa loob ng nakalipas na tatlong taon. I missed his soft touch and his passionate kisses.
A moaned escaped from my lips when I felt him inserted two fingers on my vagina. He start moving it and every thrust of his fingers there is a moan escaping from my lips.
He kissed my lips again while his hands are doing it's job down there. "You're so wet, baby" malambing na bulong nito bago ko naramdaman ang mainit nitong hininga sa tenga ko.
My breathed became heavy when k felt the familiar sensation on my abdomen. His fingers movement became more father that gave more pleasure to me.
"Permian! " I moaned his name when I felt a hot sticky liquid coming out from my vagina. I breathe heavily while looking at him. He look satisfied.
"How's my performance? " nakangising tanong nito saakin. I gave him a seductive smile.
"That's great! So, how about my performance. " I muttered before giving his neck a kissed down to his collarbone to his chest. I caressed his toned abs. I squatted while looking at him. I was going to unbuckled his belt when he held my hand.
I looked at him and he's like in pain. "You don't have to do it, baby" malambing na bulong nito. I gave him a reassuring smile.
"I can handle your huge monster down here. " I teased h before unbuckling his belt. I was stunned when I saw his huge monster infront of me. I didn't imagine that he's this hard.
"It's hard because of you. " I didn't mind what he said and I started holding his huge shaft and start moving it up and down. I saw him closing his eyes and I smiled because I can see that he's enjoying it.
I licked my lower lips before putting his huge shaft on my mouth. I almost gagged when the tip of my shaft touche the deeper part of my mouth. I start licking his shaft inside my mouth.
I felt him hold a handful of my hair and guide me in moving my head. I heard his low groaned that gives more pleasure to me.
"Ahhh! " he moaned and I felt a sticky liquid in my chest part. He pulled out. I looked at him and his eyes are close.
He held my hand and pulled me up. He kissed my lips again and it's more deeper and more aggressive this time. My hands are playing with his hair. I felt his huge shaft touching my abdomen.
He hold his huge monster and I moaned when he start rubbing the tip on the entrance of my vagina.
"Enter me now, Permian" I moaned. He obeyed immediately. My moan become more louder home he start pouding inside me. I felt very full because of his monstrous penis.
He thrust deeply and I felt I am going crazy because of this sensation. "Ahhh... Deeper... Faster! " I moaned loudly. My back is touching the back of the door but I don't care about that anymore because this heat is invading my while body and mind.
"Permian! So good!" I moaned when he thrust faster and deeper than earlier. I felt a familiar sensation on my abdomen just like what I felt earlier with his fingers.
"Come now, baby" he whispered through my ears.
Without any second after he said that I felt my self cumming but he didn't stop moving. I heard his low groaned before I felt a hot liquid inside me. I closed my eyes tightly.
I felt him kissed my temple. I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw. Is Permian looking at me with adoration in his eyes. I caressed his face and gave him a kissed on the tip of my nose.
"Let's shower " he smiled. Dapat kanina pa namin yan gagawin na delayed lang.
Sumunod naman sa usapan si Permian na mag s-shower lang. After that sabay kaming lumabas sa banyo. Our children is still sleeping soundly. Mabuti nalang at hindi nagising sa ingay namin ni Permian.
"I hope someday we can live a peaceful life. " I said while my head his resting on his arms and my hands are in his hard chest.
He kissed my hair. "Soon, baby" malambing na bulong nito.
