Only for you, would I
Monroe
A/N: Monroe speaks a different language in this part when she does a spell. It's french and anytime she speaks a different language it will be French!
It was now the middle of the first week of October. It had been two weeks since the notes had started. Sirius and I wouldn't show our notes to each other, unless they were worth it. Some of them were really getting to me, so I had asked Lily to go easy on me.
Lily still hasn't said yes to James. She said she wanted to, but she wanted to see how much effort he would put in if Sirius and I weren't on the line. James called off the thing with Sirius, so now it was all for Lily and James.
James talked about her a lot around us and I could tell this was more than just a crush. His eyes sparkled when he talked to her and he had this huge grin on his face when she would walk into a room. James Potter was in love.
I had woken up today to a note on my head, but this note was different. It read, "Take the time you need, but don't worry, you will see it one day." I was confused on how simple the note was and how it wasn't pushing anything.
Everyone was downstairs waiting for me to go to breakfast. As I was walking down the stairs, I heard James talking to Remus and Peter. I had noticed that Sirius wasn't out of his dorm either.
I had thought it would just be about the full moon happening tonight, and how they would handle it with Moony. What made me stop in my tracks and listen to the conversation was what Peter said, "You think Monroe and Sirius will ever see it?"
"See what Peter? That they are both in love with each other and will tell everyone besides each other. Rowie basically told Moony that she would come clean about her feelings if Sirius could be trusted in a relationship. What she doesn't see is that he is doing everything he can to prove that to her without our help." James scoffed.
"James, you can't talk about Rowie, when Sirius is being the same way. He talks about how good she is and how beautiful she is, but claims he only says it as a best friend. Friends can do that, but he has started to act like you when you talk about Lily." Remus argued.
I looked across the room to see Sirius hiding behind the wall as well, listening to the conversation. He had a complex look on his face. What I didn't see was that when I looked away, Sirius looked at me.
I walked backwards a bit, then started walking back into the common room. My footsteps were overtaken by Sirius' louder feet. He had on worn out black jeans, a white button up with his red and gold tie paired with black combat boots. Our outfits matched in a way.
I had on a white button up with my red and gold tie, a black shirt, and my combat boots. Sirius caught that we were matching and sent me a wink, "I see that I'm rubbing off on you, love."
Love. He has never once called me that, only his girls that he took an interest with. I felt my cheeks heat up with the pet name. I sent him back a smirk, "I decided to dress up like my favorite person."
The boys were sharing a bright smile with each other, while the girls were trying to hide the fact that they wanted to scream in joy. I just stood there staring into Sirius' eyes after my comment.
He walked up to me and wrapped his arm around me. Something about feeling his touch today made goosebumps appear on my skin. He always wrapped his arm around me, but today it felt different.
Everyone was chatting at breakfast about different things. One of the topics was Remus' full moon tonight. I always trusted the boys while they were out with them, but it just felt different today. It was like ever reading that note, everything came to surface.
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Clear | Sirius Black
FanfictionIn which the blindness of uncertainty became clear with the love of one's heart and love did conquer all fear. "It's so clear with you. Always" --- Marauders Era - Deathly Hallows *Under editing as of October 2024* This story was written in 2021 f...