No Love, Just Hate

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* S U M M E R *

Unti-unti kong dinilat yung mata ko. Napangiti ako ng makitang muka ni Winter ang bumungad sakin. Buong gabi di nya inalis yung yakap nya sakin at dahil dun hindi na ko nanaginip ng nakakatakot. I feel so protected with his arms around me.

I just stare at him. From his perfect eyebrows, long lashes, perfect nose bridge down to his kissable lips. He's just so perfect. Napakagwapo nya. Samantha is really do lucky to have him.

Di ko alam kung yung panaginip kong yun ay sign that there will be things that soon to be happen that can hurt me. Na sign ba yun na sa huli ako lang din ang masasaktan? Or... sign yun para lumayo na ko?

I look at his peaceful face again. Winter's not mine and can never be mine. Even before I met him he's already someone else property and that's Samantha. But I need him... no we, together with my child, need him.

And... I love him. Umurong ako at niyakap pa sya ng mas mahigpit. Pwede bang akin ka na lang?

"What's wrong?" He's awake. Tumingala ako para matignan sya.

I shook my head and smile. "Just wanna hug you. Good morning."

He smile back at me and hug me tighter "Then let me too. Hahahaha. Good morning too, Mommy."

"Mommy?"

"Why? You're soon to be Mommy anyway and also I want an endearment."

"Endearment? Hahaha. Are you even serious? Kailangan ba yun?"

"Yeah. It's neccessary because I want."

"Spoiled lang? Haha. Ayoko nga. Too cheesy." tinanggal ko yung braso nyang nakayakap sakim at tumayo pero napabalik din agad kase hinila nya ko.

"No. You stay here. Ikaw pag gusto mong yumakap sakin yumayakap ka lang pero pag ako hindi? You stay here."

"Okay fine fine. I'll stay." Minsan talaga may pagkabaliw talaga tong si Winter or palagi? Hahahaha.

"Babe..." he whisper with husky voice. Oh gosh shivers.

"S-stop it Winter!"

"No. I'll call you Babe and you too." then he kiss my earlobe. Kinikilabutan talaga ko.

"Wi---"

"Call me Babe."

"Winter ano b---!" Natigilan ako when he went to my top. Ohmygosh. Hinawakan nya yung dalawang kamay ko at itinaas yun. "Wint--"

"You'll call me Babe or else I'll rape you right now." my eyes grew wide. He's crazy!! I can feel my face burning right now.

He get down to my ears. "W-Winter s-stop."

"Call me Babe and I'll stop."

"B-Babe." napadilat ako ng marinig ko syang tawa ng tawa. He's sitting on my top pero hindi naman sya mabigat dahil may alalay pa rin sya.

I just look at him with blushing face. "Nantitrip ka na naman!!" Tinulak ko sya kaya sya napaalis sa ibabaw ko. Tumayo agad ako at tumakbo sa cr.

Goooosh! Nakakabaliw talaga sya! Argh!! Pumunta ko sa sink at naghilamos ako ng may kumatok. "Babe open this."

"Babe your face! Tsk!" Di ko sya pinansin at nagpatuloy lang ako. Baliw na yun! Hay!