No Love, Just Hate

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DAMN! IT'S SO AWKWARD!! AISH!

Tumayo na si Summer para magbihis. I-uultra sound na kasi sya. Sumunod na ko kay Doctora dun sa loob ng kwarto na paguultra sound-han.

After minutes, lumabas na siya wearing hospital gown. She awkwardly smile at me. Tsk! Doctora kasi eh!

I help her to lay down. Doctora smile at us saka nya binuksan yung machine. Nilagyan ng oil, or what ever si Summer sa tyan. It's getting bigger.

"Winter, look!" Hinawakan ni Summer yung kamay ko saka ako napatingin dun sa screen.

"Woah..." Unti unti na syang nagfoform. I remember the first time. It looks bean but now unti unti nang nagfoform. It has legs and arms already. And yung face nya nagform na yung eyelids nya. Woah. 'Di ko alam irereact ko.

"As you can see her legs and arms also it's fingers are already complete and her face also getting started to form. It's really a good sign to see your baby like this. It means that she's healthy!" Marami pang sinabi si Doc pero wala na ko masyadong naintindihan. I'm stuck looking at my baby's hand and feet. So cute.

After nun ay pinagbihis na si Summer. I took 5 copies of it. 1 for me. 1 for Summer. 1 for Lola. 1 for Summer's Kuya and 1 for her. Who? Soon you'll know.

Binigyan ng different vitamins si Summer para mas maging healthy si Baby. "Don't forget to drink it ha? Also, mas mabuti kung lagi kang may bottled water sa bag. Saka Daddy, don't forget to prepare milk for Mommy, pagkagising at bago matulog. Also, napansin kong hindi ganun kalaki yung tyan mo, baka naman hindi comfortable sa tinutulugan mo. Daddy ha! Baka sa sofa mo lang pinapatulog si Mommy! Masama yun para kay Baby." Shit. That caught me. Argh.

"Saka, mas mabuti ikaw Daddy, basahan mo si Baby ng bed time stories. It will help to make your Baby smarter." Good thing, I bought some books. Makakabuti pala sa baby ko yun.

"Iwasan ang stress, pagpupuyat and pagpapagod sa sarili masyado. Don't forget to communicate with each other. Have fun together. Have a bonding. Go on a trip. Okay? At kahit gaano pa kayo kabusy. Always remember to talk to your baby. Okay?"

"Yes, Doc."

"Just call me if you have worries or something happen, ha? See you next month!"

"Thank you po. See you po."