It Was An Accident (Eddie X Carlos)(Buck X TK) 911 and 911 Lonestar [COMPLETE]

Chapter 3: Not Sorry For Loving You

-Carlos's POV-

He sits quietly at the back seat looking at the window. Tk's driving while Judd is completely out. He was about to check his Instagram yet again, but something came over him. Something that made him stop looking at his past relationship... It's the handsome firefighter he just met earlier.

He can't seem to get him out of his mind for some reason. That smile being covered by guilt and sadness due to him falling for someone he shouldn't fall in the first place.

Carlos wonders if it's a woman or a man. Who could it be? He asks himself. He decided to check his Instagram but this time to see if Eddie has one.

Carlos searches Eddie's name and after a few seconds there he is... Eddie Diaz. He was about to press follow but somethings stop him... Should he go through all those pain again just to love someone that could probably never love him back?

This goes on to his mind for a while... He decided to just put his phone down and focus on the road. He wonders what exactly is wrong with him. "I am bad?" Carlos kinda slips his word way too loud causing TK to hear it.

"No, you're not" TK replied still driving. He seems so quick to answer.

"You may think you're bad, or just straight up unlucky but for me and the others you are great Carlos... Look I know that your love life has never been your best record but I know you have a good heart. If they don't see it, they don't deserve you" TK replied still looking at the road but glims at him when he mentions the "good heart."

Carlos smiled and felt relief knowing that someone is there for him. TK has always been there for him when he needs him the most, the same goes for TK. Their friendship is what kept them from falling into the dark abyss.

TK drops Carlos at his place and waves goodbye before he heads to his apartment.

-Eddie's POV-

Both men are now confused and the other one is worried. He felt his whole world will start to crumble into million pieces. What he did will cause him the best friend he has ever had to forget about him or worse, despite him and his son.

"What was that?" Buck asks looking at the now quiet and worried Eddie.

He just stood there looking anywhere besides his best friend who is asking him why he did it. Buck then proceeds to ask if he is bisexual. This made Eddie more worried causing him to step out of the car to breathe yet again.

Buck also steps out of the car. He proceeds to follow Eddie as he mindlessly walks forward away from the car.

"I'm not like that. I'm not..." he replied still kinda lifeless.

"Bi" Buck finishes the sentence that causes him to just stop. He looks at his best friend who is not angry but confuses.

"You're not angry?" Eddie asks as he observes him. He moves his head side to side.

"Listen, Eddie, you are my best friend, there is nothing you could do to make me hate you... But I'm sorry because I don't see you that way." Buck replied as clearly said to Eddie. It seems alright that his friend is still by his side after what happened but that doesn't mean he is okay... He is devastated. He shouldn't feel this way, the man he tried to kiss isn't angry at him but it still hurts.

"Come on, I'm sober up anyway... I'll drive you back to your house" Buck kindly said as he leads his friend back to his car.

With everything that happened he declined.

"Thank you for understanding me Buck but I need some space from you if you don't mind?" He asks the taller man and he understands. He just continues to walk while Buck goes back to his car.

Buck watches from the rear mirror as Eddie walks to the taxi and heads inside before driving away. He didn't realize that his friend felt that towards him. His phone vibrates and saw it's Eddie's number. He opened it and it's a voice mail. He presses play

"... I love you, Evan, I have for a long time and I'm not sorry for loving you. I wanted to tell you this for a very long time but never dared to tell you. I know you don't feel the same way and that's alright. I just hope this doesn't change things with my son as he always loved and enjoy your company..." The voicemail ended.

Buck sits there quietly as he processes everything he just heard from the voice mail. He never thought that Eddie will fall for him. Is that the reason he broke up with Ana? This question goes to his mind as he continues to drive.

He doesn’t want things to change between them just because of a kiss that didn't happen nor the declaration of love he just receives. He is still his best friend no matter what and nothing is changing that, same with his son.

Eddie arrived at his house. He looks and saw Carla and Christopher sleeping together. He smiled and heads to his bedroom to change.

He charges his phone, lay on the bed, and looks at the ceiling processing what he just did. A part of him is worried that the declaration made the situation worse but half of him says that it's better so that it won't eat him up anymore because he is just tired of being consumed by it.

His thoughts were cut when his phone made a noise indicating a notification. He gets up and checks what the noise all about.

He saw that he has a new follower on Instagram, Carlos Reyes. He smiled and follows him back.

-Carlos's POV-

He just followed Eddie Diaz. He only followed him because he is a friend nothing more. He knows this is a lie, but he needed someone to talk to. Someone that could distract him from his problem. He knows that he just met him but something about him is different from all the guys he met.

After following him a few minutes he followed back. It made Carlos smile knowing that Eddie didn't ignore him like he originally thought.

He waits for a message or anything that Eddie will say but nothing. He waited and still nothing just when he was about to give up hope he received a message from Eddie.

-hey Carlos thanks for following me on Insta.

He thinks about what to reply.

-no problem I follow all my friends in Instagram and since we are now friend I followed you, hope that's okay?

That's a lie he barely follows anyone as he doesn't want to feel left out when they leave without him.

The two continue to chat about their jobs, hobbies, life in general. He still has no idea who is the one he fell in love with and he doesn't plan on asking him right now as they barely just know each other.

The two ended up chatting up until 1 AM but they had to stop because of their shift but promise to chat or talk next time. And with that, the two said goodnight to each other and put down their phone.