MUSIC AND HEARTS (COMPLETED)

37-VICTOR WILLIAMS

Victor Williams

   The changes came, but the reason of those changes is still lying lifelessly. She straighten me up. She motivated me. She encouraged me. It's painful seeing her slowly leaving us, but I know my pain is nothing compared to them. Losing their parents are painful. It's their light and pillar.

How can they start to move forward if they're already gone?

How can Isabelle accepted it, if she already planned on making up to her Tita and planned on having more memories to her Father?

How can Shekina and I be happy together, if we both knew that we can't? Seeing her crying and asking for strength is really painful. It's unexplainable.

She's the oldest. This incident took her profession. She never get fired, but she stop. She stop because she know she can't continue. Her pregnancy added a hard feelings to her. That's why, I always stayed on her side. I'm not leaving her while  she's asleep, but even in her sleep, she's still crying. I only wiped her tears, kisses her forehead, hugged her tight and whispers to her.

'I'm always here Love. I'm not leaving you alone. Just always call me, I'll always be there.'

Isabelle. My favorite writer. Her disappearance became a big issue to my company. A random people keep coming and asking about her. I'm tongue tied. I don't want to say anything. I will always hold on her conditions. She want privacy. Thats why I'm not doing anything. I respect her.

Knowing her for a short period of time is fun and enjoyable. She had a lot of secrets. She had a lot of pain. I admired her for being strong and brave. I admired her personality and principles. She have her words. If she said she's going to do it, she really do it. I respect her more for having a strong soul. She's struggling to her past but she still don't forget to make us happy. She even paired us up.

She's impatient and Hot headed but, she's still having a time to us. She don't want to be the center of attraction but when she talked, it's expected that she's shining. She can catches everyone's attention. I admired her mindset. She's smart. She have a lots of things on her mind. She always have a solution to a complicated problem. I admired her talent. The way her stories go. It's beautiful. It's full of meaning. She's assuring that you really felt the protagonist feelings. She's bringing us inside of her story. I admired her beauty. I thought I'm insecured to her beauty before, but I realized, I admired it as a man. She's beautiful. Even if she's poker face, irritated, mad and furious, the kindness is still there. She's not heartless. She's going to scolded you, but she's just concerned about you. She just expressed it in a louder voice and irritated face.

I'm actually excited to hear her music. The way Sinester tell us, how she's talented and beautiful while playing, it driven me to hear her music more. Sparkly got her instruments already. Bery helped her to find it.

Sinester is right. Her guitar is gorgeous. A signed from her Mother added a color on it. It's looked like old, but the quality of the instrument is still there. Sparkly decided to brought it to a repair shop. Making it more new, but the designs is still the same.

Touching her Saxophone and Violin are giving me chills. I can feel the heavy memories happened on that instruments. The love and pain is overflowing.

I'm excited to hear and see her name's around the entertainment industry. Being a composer is not easy, but Isabelle is Isabelle. She will do everything to shine and reached her dream. Im very positive before, that she'll reached it. I'm still am, but seeing her lying on that bed, it gives me doubts.

There's a lot of people around her wanted to see her reaching her dream and succeeding it.

'Saint, we believe in you. You only need, is to wake up and give us hopes again. We missed your presence here.'