I watch as she was struggling to breathe
I ran to her
Just holding her in my arms
And I whisper into her ear saying "shh it's okay I'm here, I got you"
As she sobbing into my arm wetting my t-shirt
Letting her crying turn into a sob
We stay in each other arms until I heard her sobbing quiet down and turn into soft breathing
Letting me know she has fallen asleep
As I pick her up and took her to my room
And put her down in my bed
I cover her with my blanket
As I was about to leave the room she stops me
And told me to stay
Gosh I knew I hated her but I couldn't hate her that day
I quietly got into the bed with her
As soon I was with her I felt something change
She began to shiver and I found myself comforting her
By bringing her closer to my chest
At that moment I knew
I couldn't hate her
I only hated her because I was in love with her
The next day
She walked past me as if nothing had happened between us
My heart shatters at how quickly she forget about me
At that moment it felt bittersweet because I was in love with her
So I couldn't hate her
She was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen
And I spend a day with her
Which wasn't enough for me I need more
I saved her but she couldn't save me
As I took my final breath to say "I love her mom"
