The most confusing feeling when going through a breakup
is missing them but not wanting them back.
Missing the memories you guys had
but not wanting to date them again.
Missing those secret moments with them
but not wanting to get hurt by them.
Missing them as a person
but not missing them as a lover.
You miss them as a person,
but you wouldn't want to go back through the pain
you had to endure when you were with them.
All those countless nights of begging them to show you they care.
Begging them to love you.
Wondering what you did wrong,
or what went wrong.
Slowly getting to a place
where it still hurts but it feels dull.
You are slowly moving on,
but you are going to miss and think about them.
It's a part of moving on.
