I have finally found the one where I can be myself
I finally found someone to notice me
To show me what it's like to be loved
He shows me it's okay to be sad
To be me
But I still can't help but wonder
If I will mess this one up or if he will leave me
I can't help but let my insecurity come into play
My head telling me to run but heart is telling me to stay and fight
My head wants to protected me meanwhile my hearts wants to be loved
A battle for control
An unending battle
I know I should be loved but how can I let someone in
They prove to me that they can't be trusted
When I been hurt constantly
Since im not the girl who gets guy attentions
Im not the girl who get compliments from guys
Im not the girl to be notice by anyone
Im not the prettiest girl in the class
Im not the girl who has the pretty laugh
Im the girl who is closed off to love
But wants to be loved
Im the girl who likes being single
But wants to have someone to call hers
Maybe I Won't ever find someone to called mine but I just hope this one stay in my life
So I can watch him grow and get the love he deserved
