My heart began to break again as I watch myself begging to hold on knowing it will get better but not know when it will get better is the hardest part watching as my friends go through heartbreaks and trials wanting to help them but I can't even help myself waiting to get a grip to pull myself together as I watch myself become so drain of everything life has to offer decided to going away for a few to focus on myself to find the light I once saw in this world
To see the beauty in this world
Hold on for yourself
Bc life has more to offer but it may not see like it but
Just hold on a little bit longer
