Hold onto love ll

The summer i wanted to love

I always hated summer
since girls walk around in bikinis,
and I never had the body for that.
I wear a t-shirt and some shorts.
I always wanted to love summer,
but I never could,
due to my insecurities that would pop up.
My hair is too messy,
my thighs stick together,
there's a gap in my teeth.
The summer was for beautiful and fun,
to which I was neither.
I didn't have a friend group,
my family and I were astray.
I was alone,
wishing to experience the best summer day ever.