I'm confused God on what im doing with my life
I don't understand anything that's going on
I keep sitting here trying to figured out what I did wrong but my mind comes up blank
Im in a season of confusion
I know I must trust you during this time
But I find myself wanting to do on my own
Knowing You are right there next to me
but I don't want go to you because of the shame
The guilty
The not being able to put into words on what I'm feeling
Not knowing you understand everything that I'm feeling
And coming to you doesn't need to be with words
It can be with me crying
It can be with me sitting in silence with you
Coming to you God doesn't have to be pretty
But I need to learn how to come to you even if I don't want
Even if I think doing it my way is better
Which it isn't
I need to trust God
