The back up friend
I'm will always be the backup friend
No matter what I do
I will always stand behind them
I will always see their secret glances
Their secret jokes that they have
I will always hear about the plans they are going to make
With each other
As I sit there
Feeling this crushing weight
Being put on me
Question running through your head
Asking yourself am I that replaceable
Am I that invisible
Feeling as though you aren't important
Only important when the other person isn't there
Dreading for that day to happen