For once I want someone to pick me
but you know what?
God picks me everyday
even when I don't pick him
instead
I chose my phone
My pain
My family
My relationship
Time and time again
Going further and further away
From God who cares
Who loves me
Who died on the cross for me
And yes those thing get in my walk with God
That's why we need to deny our flesh and pick up our bibles
I am even guilty of putting God on hold
Waiting for something to happen to even waiting for someone to notice me
When God doesn't want me to be notice
But to be in His presence
To be in His love
To rely on Him
