As I sit here mourning the lost of myself
The lost of control I have
The lost of who I am
I don't know who i am
All I know
Is how exhausted I am
My soul is tired
The tears roll down my face as I try to keep my composure
Trying to keep a brave face
Since I'm always happy and smiling
But on the inside
I'm begging
I'm crying to be let out
Begging to show how much pain I'm in
I don't understand where this pain is coming from but it's there
It's an unbearable pain
Making my heart heavy
I'm so tired
I would like to rest now
