I want to hate you
I want to scream at you
I want to cry
I want to ripped out my heart to show you how you bruised me
How much you hurt me
Asking you why
Why did you do this to me
You know it was cruel thing to do even to someone like me
You knew it
You lied
You lied about everything
You never truly care
You only care when it benefits you
When you needed something
Whenever I needed something
You were gone
A ghost in the wind
Doing it all over again and again
Leading me along
Until I put a stop to it
I want to hate you
I want to yell at you
But instead I thank you
I thank you for showing me
What I don't want in a guy
