It started with the way you looked at me
all those secret glances
all those secret messages
with "nobody can know about this"
"you're only mine "
for you to get jealous
when I'm not even yours
but also yours
I don't know where we are
or if we will ever be more than "just friends"
until one day
you stop looking in my direction
you stop messaging me
you stop caring who talked to me
you started to walk past me as if I didn't exist
I find you laughing with all your friends about our conversation
showing them everything
I felt my heart break when I know
what we had
was fake
it was a game and I fell right into it
believing you could actually love me
Fake love they say
the worst kind of love
