Normani's POV
"I didn't know it was gon happen okay?!" Caresha yelled and I started pacing around.
"God how could you be so fucking stupid?" I don't know if I was talking about Caresha or Megan.
They're both fucking airheads.
"This is your fucking fault," I looked to Lauren. I'm in a house with morons.
"I didn't tell her to get caught," Lauren through her hands up
"You forced her to go. You're disgusting you should be disgusted with yourself," I wiped my face.
I grabbed my phone. Obviously they're no help.
I dialed my mom. Walking into the living room where Brandy and Monica laid asleep.
"Hey mom I know it's late, what are you doing right now?"
"Trying to get some sleep sweet heart you okay?"
"Mom, Megan's probably in jail right now,"
"What the fuck," I heard her blow out some air. "Have you called Taraji yet?"
"No, I don't know what to do,"
"Okay what happen?"
"She went back to the old trap to help Caresha get out of something and I guess she had to sell some weed. When the police came they caught Megan not Caresha," I made it brief
"Okay did she have anything on her,"
"No, she sold it all,"
"That's good, not the selling but she didn't have anything on her. Let me call Angela, she should be able to help,"
"Okay,"
"You call Taraji tell her she needa get her ass there,"
My mom hung up and I was on calling Taraji.
"Normani?"
"Hi, Taraji I have some bad news,"
"Oh lord, what happen?"
"Megan,"
"What'd she do,"
"She needs you, she's in jail,"
"Fuck,"
"It'd be nothing more than a misdemeanor that I'm sure of but she does need someone to bail her out, she hasn't gotten a phone call yet but,"
"I won't be there till a few, I'll catch a flight right now,"
"Okay I'll see you soon,"
I hung up the phone.
I decided to go into Megan's room and lie in her bed.
It smells just like her. I miss her tall self. Her body always so heavy when she lays on me and falls asleep.
But I'm so mad at her.
How could she be so selfless and selfish at the same time?
I shouldn't have to worry about her going to jail for anything never mind Caresha.
There's no way she's completely over her.
I closed my eyes.
Thinking of her.
I wanted to sleep so bad but I couldn't.
"Normani?" I heard Caresha's voice.
I looked up at her from under Megan's covers.
"What?"
"I know you really care about her,"
"Yeah," I answered blandly
"Listen that soft Megan you know, that's not who she is for real. Megan not made to accomplish the shit you doin, she'll be fine in jail,"
"Do you even hear yourself?"
"You and Megan too different. Me and her mesh well. She always gon be mine Normani regardless how long it takes,"
I wrapped back up into Megan's blankets.
Even if that if true, I don't want to hear or think of it right now.
"What you got nothing to say now?"
"Get the fuck out,"
"What cause it's true?"
"Cause anything could be happening to her and you don't even sound concerned. She's always worried about you and you don't even fucking care,"
She infuriates me. She's so selfish.
"Whatever, just know that-"
"Get out Caresha," I got up and slammed the door in her face. Locking it.
I hummed to myself. Closing my eyes and I let some tears fall.
I just want her to be okay. And not to do anything else so stupid.
I hate that she never thinks about herself. I know that she wants to pursue music and I want that for her as well.
I don't think I'm changing her. Am I?
Taraji let me know that she's currently on a flight right now, she told me to relax and stop worrying. I guess she talked to my auntie Angela who is a lawyer and she should know exactly what to say.
She also told me to get some sleep. I realized I haven't eaten anything all day really, I don't have an appetite right now but I know Megan would want me to eat something.
Everyone else was in the living room while I went into the kitchen, I prepared something small for myself and when I ate I was just thinking.
Maybe Megan's not ready for a relationship with me. Or it's not what she really wants.
I mean she's grown now, she'll probably get a record deal soon and eventually I won't be what she wants.
Even right now it's just like I'm not a priority for her. My mind is just all over the place right now.
I hope those police officers didn't do anything to her.
I want her safe.
After I ate something I texted Ryan and Solana. Updating them, I told them not to come by though I just feel it'll all be too much.
They're currently cussing me out telling me to stop overthinking.
"Took you too long to answer this phone Mani what are you thinking?" Sol asked me
"I just- I don't know,"
"That bitch getting in your head," Solana referred to Caresha
"Okay but she went out of her way to protect her first love? How am I posed to feel? Ryan tell me I'm not crazy,"
"You're not crazy. I hear you," Ryan reasoned
"I'm team Megan," Solana reminded me
"I know, I think I just want to see her to know she's safe and then I'm leaving,"
"Why?" Sol asked
"Cause I don't wanna see her with Caresha,"
"You gotta let Megan know she has to cut that shit off, Keith woulda been had his ass beat," Ryan shook her head.
"Listen after you leave go to Ryan's, after you check in though cause mama Dawn and Regina been trying to figure it out all night," Solana explained
"Alright, ima go yall," I said, "I love you guysss,"
I hung up, rolling over in her bed waiting for a text from Taraji. Anything at this point.
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What y'all think?
I know y'all hate Caresha but y'all think she right ab Meg?
Does Normani have a right to be upset rn?
Excuse any errors <3
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