MY CAT IS A HUMAN (COMPLETE)

"It Hurt"CH.29

Author's POV:

Today is the day they are going home. Until now, Rosé and Jisoo haven't spoken to each other. They packed all their things and loaded them into the back of the van.

Lisa's POV:

After we loaded all the luggage into the back of the van this morning, I noticed that Rosé and Jisoo still hadn't spoken. I think I know why Rosé is avoiding Jisoo—it's because of last night when Jisoo mentioned she has a boyfriend. Rosé's expression that night was filled with pain, though she tried to hide it. I know Rosé very well; this is only the second time I've seen her like this. Her expression today is gloomy, and her eyes look so dark, she usually has the brightest eyes but now it's not.

When we got in the van, Rosé sat beside me and Jennie. Jisoo was the only one in the front seat driving, while Irene and Seulgi sat in the back. I think Irene and Seulgi are notice to that Rosé seems so down and didn't sit in the front with Jisoo. I noticed Jisoo glancing at the rearview mirror, looking at Rosé with worried eyes. She really does seem concerned about her.

Jisoo started driving, and the atmosphere was completely quiet. I saw Rosé asleep on my shoulder, and Jennie too, along with Irene and Seulgi sleeping in each other's to. Jisoo kept driving until we first dropped Seulgi off at her house, then me and Jennie. When I got out of the van, Rosé followed us.

"Lisa, can I stay at your house tonight?" Rosé asked in a tired voice, her face still gloomy. I just nodded and said goodbye to Irene and Jisoo. I noticed Jisoo's eyes again—they were full of worry. After we said goodbye, they drove away, and Rosé didn't say a word.

Jennie's POV:

We're at our apartment now. I know why Rosé is here—last time I saw her like this, she was heartbroken. I was there for her during that time observing, and she was so devastated. She cried the whole night, even in her sleep. Now she's lying in the room, fast asleep. I think she's exhausted. I know when she wakes up, she'll tell Lisa everything. This is how she is when she has a big problem, like when her family fought or during her first heartbreak.

Rosé's POV:

I'm still on Lisa's bed, thinking about what happened that night. It was so painful because I just realized that I love her. This is what it feels like to fall in love for the first time or so called second time but this time kind of felt different than the last time this felt like pieces of glasses was crushed inside of my heart until it was bleeding continuedly. I think she's not meant for me. How I wish I were the person she loves. I feel something on my cheeks—my tears are falling again. Hahaha, it's funny that I'm crying this is just tears of joy, joy? Hahaha, I'm happy she had someone who's taking care of her, I really am fine this is just__just, who am I even kidding it hurts, it still hurt a lot hoping for someone that who can't be mine, the game didn't even get started but I already lost.

Lisa's POV:

I'm at the door of my room, checking on Rosé from time to time because I'm really worried about her. Jennie is here with me. Any minute now, we can hear her sobbing louder and louder. Rosé has started crying. She was like this when her heart gets broken for the first time but this time was louder than the first one. I hear her laughing and crying—I hate seeing or hearing her like this.

So, Jennie and walk into the room. We dint say anything; we just move closer to her and hug her. "Rosé, it's going to be okay. Just please be strong," I say to her, and I start crying with her. I know how much it hurts liking someone hopping you can be with them but couldn't— it's just like someone putting salt on your wound, being stabbed back and forth, and like someone is stabbing little needle into your heart.

Jennie's POV:

These two are really hurt. I know Lisa is hurt too because after she and her boyfriend broke up, she didn't even cry. She kept herself busy with me and school. I think it's time for her to cry. These two girls are really hurting, and I feel bad for them. They hug me, both of them. I'm in the center, Rosé is on the left, and Lisa is on the right. The whole room is filled with the sound of crying and sobbing from these two broken girls.