The Breeders

Chapter 49 Static

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~Elara~

Time ticked by and I continued to fall into the light's embrace making me numb. Even sound faded away leaving me in silence. My mind was all I had in this state but it too was fading. I refused to allow it to shut me away. There had to be a way out to regain what was slipping away. Time was not on my side here and there was no telling how much time had passed. Was it moments or was it hours? How long would Mimas wait until he ended things?

It was all so frustrating and it left me with no one to help me out of this. No matter what I would not give up on living I would keep fighting. There was still much more I wanted to do here. Someone I loved that needed me. At this moment I could not recall who the person was that I loved so much, or what I needed to get back to. My name was fading from memory. I had to keep repeating to retain who I was. If I lost the wolf I was I would become an empty shell just like the rest of them. I didn't want this at all even if I was shut in here at least I had my mind but even that too was going.

Moments were passing and my name was gone, everything was gone. No flashes of memories I could call to mind. Who am I?

Static began to shock me, jolting everything around me rattling the light surrounding me. A crack formed but all that was there was darkness. I feared what could be on the other side of the light but was darkness better than this blinding light?

Whatever the darkness held shocked me and the feeling was temporarily restored and disappeared in a flash.

'Elara.' A voice whispered to me but I did not know the voice. It continued to call out to me its calls becoming clearer. 'Think only of darkness, allow it to consume you and you will break free.'

I focused on the crack that had formed in the light something in it called to me. Drawing me in wanting to escape and break free.

'All of your bad thoughts let them ground you and the darkness will overflow.' I remembered her, the voice was my inner beast speaking to me.

Maybe the Darkness could help me to remember. Whatever that was I needed it to continue to break me out of here. Anything to save me from this cage I was held in. The more I focused the effects began to seep in shocking me.

With each shock I felt and heard more it was breaking me free but every time it stopped the light's grip on me tightened. It was refusing to let me go, determined to keep me locked away here. Yet as long as the shocks continued I had hope.

The crack spread and got bigger and the darkness began to flood in. Its familiar embrace comforted me and I needed more. It was like I was starved of darkness like someone who needed air to breathe. Every ounce that poured in gave me back a piece of myself. Slowly I could remember my past piecing together blocks that lead to my present. A rage built up within me the light changing colors from white to the familiar blue then to a mix of golden.

Every bad thought I'd ever had came rushing to the surface and all I felt was pure energy. The most painful thing I'd ever felt as everything became dark. The energy ran from one end to the other and despite the pain I was joyous.

The sensation came back and I could feel a head on top of my own the warmth surrounding me. Jolts of energy bouncing from one end of my body to the other as I felt nudging. The darkness burst into color and plunged me back into darkness giving me back control.