savior complex - kth

053

I woke up slowly, feeling like the time would be extremely late. My body jolted to wake me up more thinking I had to hurry out to get to class...but it was pitch black outside, the only light was from the moon shining into the room.

I was no longer laying on Taehyung but to his side and his arm was draped over my stomach, his mouth open while he remained deep in sleep. I don't remember ever seeing him sleep so hard, I wonder if that's something else that kicks in when he's back here.

I slowly moved his arm off, wanting to move the way I was laying. I also had to find my phone to set an alarm to be back for class. I looked around me but couldn't find it, so I looked around his body and then I noticed what was beside his head. His notebook. His open notebook. Like he had fallen asleep writing in it.

He had written something long and in the layout of a poem. He said everything he writes is about me. I have to look, my brain doesn't have enough control here to stop my body.

The moonlight was on it, which must be how he had been writing. I reached over him and moved the pen so the words were clear.

It was titled 'Sweet Night' on the top line.

On my pillow, can't get me tired
Sharing my fragile truth, that I still hope the door is open
'Cause the window opened one time with you and me
Now my forever's falling down
Wondering if you'd want me now
How could I know one day I'd wake up feeling more?
But I had already reached the shore
Guess we were ships in the night

I'm wondering, are you my best friend?
Feel's like a river's rushing through my mind
I wanna ask you if this is all just in my head
My heart is pounding tonight
I wonder if you are too good to be true?
And would it be alright if I pulled you closer?
How could I know one day I'd wake up feeling more?
But I had already reached the shore
Guess we were ships in the night