30 Shades Of Darkness (Taehyung BTS)

1st Shade

4 Months have passed by. Nothing bad has happened and everyone at school seems to have accepted me. They were talking to me some more and I even made a couple of friends, Laila and I had a pretty strong relationship but I was afraid to tell her how I really felt about her. I know I said I wouldn't find love again nor would I find someone that could change my mind but these past 4 months with her have been eventful and also I began to realize that the friendship I once felt for her had turned into something more. I really wanted to not feel this way because I knew she was here to do her 'job' plus there's no way she'd feel the same for me. She shows her affection but that's only because she wants to make me feel better. I thought a lot about that thing, I didn't know her name but she said even lucifer could disguise himself as an angel of light. I don't think nor want to imagine with this was the case, although if Laila were an angel of death I think I would've sensed it or by now she would've done something about it. Why waste so much time? Regardless, these feelings I've come to develop aren't helping. When she's around me, I get nervous. I'm afraid of what I'll say and if it'll embarrass me. Everyone at school thought she was my girlfriend but I'd always deny it.

"Taehyung~ Good Morning!" Laila grinned.

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I fell out of bed.

"Laila!"

"How'd you sleep? Why are you still in bed anyway? Aren't you going to school~"

"Technically I'm on the floor and I don't know. Are you?" I asked.

She nodded. "Of course I am. I've learned a lot since being here, don't you wanna see your friends?"

I got up and rubbed my eyes. "I guess so but I still have to get ready. Good thing it's still early. Don't we have an exam or something today?"

"You seemed pretty relaxed about it. Did you study?"

I shrugged. "No. I don't need too, that class is pretty self explanatory."

I went to the restroom and washed my face.

"I studied. You never know what'll be on the test you know~" she smiled.

I brushed my teeth.

She simply looked at me.

"What?" I asked.

Tooth paste almost dripping out of my mouth.

She giggled. "You're such a grump in the morning. But a cool kind of grump, I'll never get tired of seeing this"

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever"

I rinsed my mouth and sighed.

"What?" She looked at me through the mirror.

"I don't know how to do my hair today" I said.

"Well...I think it always looks good. Bed hair too" she looked away from me and began to blush.

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"Mm...thanks..." My heart was racing.

I took out my straightener and began straightening my hair. My bangs are getting longer, maybe I should get a hair cut.

"What're you going to wear?" She asked.

"School uniform..duh" I smiled.

"Well it's kind of hot out so I was asking...whatever! Always acting smart with me." She huffed.

I finished straightening my hair and went to get my uniform.

"You going to watch me get dressed?" I looked at Laila.