30 Shades Of Darkness (Taehyung BTS)

Pt.2

It's now or never. I either tell this lady what's going on in my head or I take a whole bunch of prescription pills that'll probably achieve nothing. I lay on my bed just as she ordered me, I closed my eyes and she told me to imagine that I was reliving that night. To give her each and every detail no matter how grim they were.

I took a deep breath and soon it was as if though I had traveled back in time, right when we were getting in the car.

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"Taehyung, do you really think we should be here?"

She held my hand and squeezed it. She's scared.

"We'll be leaving in a few. I promise." I gave her a reassuring smile.

She slightly smiled and stayed close to me.

This party was definitely something we've never experienced. Lots of drinking, some exotic dancers, live bands, something most kids dream of in high school. A senior party was pretty much ever non seniors dream to attend or at least be invited too. But this, this seemed like utter chaos. Everything was so out of control, it was rather sad really, girls and boys who could barely walk due to their intoxication. I can see why Minah was afraid. It's a whole new world.

"Hey Tae! Woo! Some party huh? Say...let's go. Come on."

Myung-Dae was definitely not right to drive. I didn't have any money nor did I know where we were and my phone was dead. Minah didn't want to stay here since we knew no one. The worst part is I didn't even know how to drive yet.

"Myung-Dae, maybe you shouldn't drive. Let's sleep in the car" I suggested.

He shook his head. "No. Tae I'm fine. I promise. I've driven through worse, I'll take you both home safe and sound. I promise. Just trust me..."

I looked at Minah.

"Tae I want to go home..." She looked up at me.

I nodded. I prayed silently, that we'd be okay and that nothing and was going to happen.

Minah and I sat together. I was by the window and she sat in the middle, we were holding hands. Her palms were sweaty, she seemed really worried and nervous as if something bad was going to happen.

Myung-Dae: Relax Minah. Nothing is gonna happen. We'll be home soon okay?

His girlfriend was passed out already so obviously she didn't worry. I wanted Minah to feel safe but how when clearly we both knew that Dae was drunk and at any given moment he could swerve off the road or he could fall asleep but yet again he's experienced so it's not like it will happen. He gave me his word, we're going to be home. Safe and sound.

I squeezed Minah's hand.

She looked at me. I gave her a reassuring smile, she slightly smiled back.

"Minah, don't be afraid. I promise, everything is going to be okay" I said as I caressed her face with the back of my hand.

She nodded.

Dae: I'm gonna turn the radio on kay?

"Yeah, sure." I said.

Minah took a deep breath.

"Minah...."

"Yes?" She looked at me.

I put my arm around her and pulled her towards me. Her head rested on my chest. I kissed her head. She reached for my free hand and pressed it against her lips.

"Taehyung..." She looked up at me.

"Yeah?" I looked at her.

"You know I love you right?" She asked.