My Secret Credibility

Chapter 51

"I still love you..." he bite his lower as he said that.

I know it feels so awkward because of his out of so sudden confession but, I can't help but to give him a weak smile. It's just a weak smile and not prim and proper one.

For me, it's just a normal smile.

"You should stop loving me though." I whispered.

"You know that I can't do that." he replied as I know he heard me.

Kung hindi dahil sa akin, hindi ganito ang mararating niya kung hindi ko siya iniwan 3 years ago. Ang sabi niya kasi dati, ako ang pangarap niya pero ang pangarap na hinihingi niya ay hindi maganda't hindi nakakamanghang pangarapin. Wala kahit isa sa mga taong may gustong pangarapin ang isang gaya ko, maaaring hindi niya pa alam 'yong sinasabi niya sa akin kaya nagkaka-ganito siya.

Maaapektuhan lang kasi 'yong trabaho niya ng dahil sa akin at ang malala pa ay baka madamay pa 'yong dalawa niyang kapatid. They're not even know what's happening between on his brother and his ex. I think it should be more better if he won't tell this to them.

"We should stop loving each other. I swear that I couldn't love you more than I do right now, and yet I will tomorrow so please stop already before anything got worse to our situation for tomorrow."

He hold the both of my hands as my heart started to beating again like crazy, "You're making hard the situation even more, my queen. You already said, you still love me, malinaw na 'yon sa akin. This is the reason why I talked to your brother, we will fixed this relationship. Ibabalik natin ang nakaraan kahit matagal ng natapos 'yon, we can start over again."

"Proove it to me, please." I gestured him a weak smile again.

I still don't know why I'm doing this thing, this is even the great chance to make up this with him. Yes, we can start over again but, there's only reason why I couldn't. The word 'but' kept bothering me.

With that, our conversation is getting a closer a bit. He really showed me that he still loves me, that he's creating his own way to proove and make an effort for it. Day by day, he calls me everyday and sometimes, texting me before I sleep.

Still, I feel bad for him, I already love him and I'm still here... watching his moves to proove it to me. Ang sa akin lang kasi, ayaw ko ng magkamali sa buong buhay ko. Siguro, naghihintay lang ako ng tiyempo kung karapat-dapat ko na bang mahalin ulit si Clage at kung kami nga ba talaga sa isa't isa.

I'm still bothered if legal ba talagang magmahalan ang mga bampira...

I woked up in the bed so I checked the time and it's 9:30 in the morning. I remembered that today was his day-off, he offered me to have a breakfast with him, together with his family.

I was so happy that now Clage already found his two siblings. His parents also apologized for being not a good parents towards on him. I'm so glad that his parents already accepted him as their son. His two siblings probably did something.

"Hello po, tita, tito," I greeted them as I smiled to them.

Inakbayan lang ako ni Clage habang papunta sa kaniyang mga kapatid. Clage also want me to introduced me as his girl-- no not girlfriend. Uhm, a suitor probably.

"So you're the ex-girlfriend of our brother, huh?" Clavin suddenly smirked, "Sayang, ang ganda mo pala. Since break na kayo, baka pwedeng maging tayo na lang?"