Feel how I feel

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Bashur picks you harshly up, glaring at you. "What did you do to y/n!" Dan hisses. It's not a question, it's an order. You just stare at him stunned. So you are in Everfall's body? Really?!
Hmm....let me help out. You're weak and this is my body.
You hear Everfall chuckle. Suddenly you loose control of everything. "She's up in the aether" You unwillingly say. So she took over? You try to concentrate so hard to take over control, but you fail miserably. Like she said. You're weak. You did this spell and now you're trapped. Great.
"Everfall please. Whatever you want I'll do it. Just please let me get out of this" you whine. Unfortunately your mouth doesn't open to speak but you know that she heard it. Suddenly Bashur throws you or Everfall to the ground. "YOU KILLED HER?!" Bashurs yells. "Sure." Everfall smirks. Mitch walks up to you. "WHY, Would you do that?!" Mitch yells, full of anger. Well he finally sees that Everfall shouldn't be protected. Everyone glares at you full of hate. "What now?" Ian asks. "I can't believe y/n's dead!" Mitch cries, turning around and leaving. Seto also stares down at you full of sadness. Most of them join in.
They really liked you...holy shit
You hear Everfall say.
"YEAH GUESS WHAT?! No one liked you. Now even less. What are you gonna do now?!" You cry.
I dunno actually. I want to talk with you. C'mon.
Your body sets into motion, forcing you to run down the island. No one attempts to follow you. Everfall bursts into the weaponry house, stealing a bow and arrow. You stop by the edge of the island. You exhale loudly, before jumping down, landing softly on the ground. Everfall sprints past the abandoned village in the direction of Querlin City.
"What are you doing?!" You scream. Suddenly she stops. "God damnit. I lost it again!" Everfall yelps up. "Lost what?" You ask. "It's hard to keep control over two things" she pants. "And whaaaat?" You ask annoyed. "Something else and you of course" she says. "What's something?". "I don't know. Yesterday I woke up in a city of murdered people. I swear I didn't kill them! That happened also with Mitch! God. What happened before? I mean when we woke up? How the heck did you get into my body!" She snarls. "You don't know..." "no" "You were killing everyone. I tried to stop you. Somehow I ended up in you.". "I wouldn't do that!" She protests. "You did." "Fine. Whatever take control or what you want. Make sure I don't kill anyone please " she begs. Suddenly you are back in control. You sigh in relief. "Have fun convincing them cuz if I get into action, I won't stop....I'm just sooo tired. Good night" she moans. She can sleep while this? Wtf. How do you get back on the island? You need to get their attention somehow. Yell? Nope they don't trust you, since you own Everfall's husky voice. Maybe you can get help from the city? Climb your way up to the island? Something? "It's here" you hear a familiar voice. Sky. Shit. That means Skybrine. You spot them creeping in the woods. "Everfall!" You yell/whisper. No response. She's sleeping dammit. What if she can feel what you feel? You pinch your hand, sending a wave of pain.
Wha? What's up?
Everfall has woken up. "You can take over control for a while. Skybrine and Enderlox are here and I don't.....know what to do without punching them in the face" you whisper.
You sure? She asks worried. "Yes. We need to get them away from the youtubers" you growl. "If you are a true fan of them, then show it" you mumble. "They have a force field against them" she whispers, taking control. "They can help us get up" you say. "Fine" she groans. "If I loose it, it's your fault" she hisses. "Skybrine! Enderlox! Heyy!" Everfall yells at them. "Wow you here? How did you manage to get out?" Enderlox snickers. "Easy peasy" Everfall smiles. "They told you, didn't they?" Skybrine asks. Everfall knows exactly what they mean. "Uhm.." She stutters. Enderlox grabs her harshly. "If they told you, you sure are with them!" Enderlox snarls. "Kind of. But I couldn't handle them glaring at me. I went away." Everfall sighs. It's not even a lie. She adds in her thoughts. "Do you know how to get up there?" Enderlox asks. "Sure. You fly me up. I break the force field. You come join me" she explains. "Good enough" Skybrine mutters. Enderlox croushes down, mentioning you to hold tight on his back. Everfall agrees. As soon as she's ready, he shoots up in the air to the island. At the far end of the island he drops you. "Okay. Wait a sec" Everfall says. Immediately she let's you take control. It gets you offguard, sending you to fall down.
Sorry
"It's fine" you groan, standing up.
Find Seto.
You guess that he's in the potion house, so you rush over to it. You open the door slowly, peeking in. Seto is slumped on a chair, not caring to notice you. "Ian...for the thousand's time. Back off. Just leave me" you hear him sob. Is he crying?! They care more about you than you thought. "Uhm" you start. Alert he glares at you. "What are you still doing here" Seto snarls, raising a hand, threatening to blast you to pieces. "Wait Seto. Calm down. I just want to talk about something. Just listen" You try. He doesn't even twitch. "It's complicated. I don't know how I did it, but I am Y/n. I somehow merged into her body when I tried to stop h-" you stop. A searing pain stops you. You try to move, unsuccessful.
"What are you doing?!" You hiss.
I'll try
She takes control again.
Everfall strikes a rather confident pose. "What you just heard was y/n's words. Well....yeah. This time it's really Everfall talking. It's true. She somehow took control of me. No, she's not dead. I didn't kill her. (WHAAAA I just had another exam in school... I ruined it T.T I've had enough stress! I'm so dead. Fucking maps of Europe! I don't care where San Marino is or Finland! I can't do this anymore..*starts singing I'm only human*) Seto something's wrong with me....I killed the entire city, Mitch and everyone else! I....don't even remember doing that!" Everfall cries. Seto lowers his hand with a puzzled face. "So....You're stuck with y/n in one body?" He asks. Everfall nods. "You can't stay out of a mess can't you" he mumbles. "You need to do something. In any second I could just straight up murder you! I dont know why" Everfall whines. "Can y/n even take over control or is it just you?" He asks further. "She can, but she's waaay to weak to do it when I don't want her to. Should I switch?" She asks. "Yeah" he sighs.
Go for it.
Suddenly you take back the control over her body. "I've switched." You sigh. "So you're y/n now?" His face lights up. "I guess" you mutter. "God, you got us worried! Everyone thought you're dead!" Seto smiles. "Can you get me out of this?" You ask. He shrugs. "I don't know how that works. It's a power of yours. Only you can know" he says. "Uhm..by the way. An angry Enderlox and Skybrine are right behind that forcefield of yours" you mention. "That's how you got up" Seto smirks. "..rather Everfall's idea...but...we should get rid of them" you sigh. "I'll try to convince the others about you, Kay? The guys just won't stop drowning in their tears" Seto grins. He bursts out of the door, towards the main house.
I feel guilty. Why did I do that?! Everyone hates me. Why...just why do I suck so bad.
You don't even know how to reply. You still don't really like her. A knock sounds. You hope it's Seto. A head peaks in. It's Subzero. Terrified, you glance around for a hiding spot. Nope. You slump down to the ground helpless. "Please don't hurt me..I'm y/n I swear!" You beg. 'How do I know that i can trust you?' Sub writes. "Good point" you sigh. "What does Everfall not know?" You mutter.
Hah. Just say something about the hunger games :P. I dunno, his death? Did anything happen on this island?
Suddenly an idea pops in your mind. "You were the one who caused the genderbend thingy to start" you say. " You were too scared to tell them, so I turned them too" you add. 'Y/n! I thought you were dead!' He quickly writes in the air. He runs over to you, embracing you in a warm hug.
If I could, I'd be crying.
Surprised you wrap your arms around him. You'd never imagine in your life, that the youtubers would see you as something special. A friend or even more. You ignore Everfall literally bullying herself. Throwing in words against her. You can notice that she's on the edge of crying. Subzero pulls you away again. Even if he has no face, he's blushing madly. 'What happened to you?' He asks. "I dunno. I cought Everfall killing Jerome, so I tried stopping her, ending up in her body. Unfortunately she can take control whenever she wants. I guess she's way to busy drowning in depression at the moment. Plus she let's me. It isn't that bad" you explain. 'Can't you get out? :(' He questions. "I don't know. Seto said that if I did it, I am the only one who can undo it. I really don't know how.. " you sigh. Suddenly the door swings open again. A herd of smiling youtubers are in the doorframe. "Y/n?!" You hear them ask. Again you hear y/n moan. She can't stand seeing you be loved by them. You get overrun by questions, till Seto joins. "We've got something important right now. Not that you're not important y/n, we have Skybrine and Enderlox outside. So we gotta do something." Seto says. You nod in a agreement. Plus, you'd like them to shut up for a minute. No offence. You walk out after them, to the outside. "Do they really think they can beat us. So damn stupid. They haven't learnt anything" Mitch grins. "Let's lure them into here. We could get our friends back. I'm not so sure about Enderlox, but we can get Sky back" Ian suggests.
"Could I have my turn. My last?" You hear Everfall ask. "Fine" you sigh. She quickly takes over control. Seto glances over to Everfall questioning. "Whatever. I actually promised those idiots to get in here. If you put down the force field, they'll think I've totally beaten you. Wouldn't even be possible to be honest. They'll be hunting you. If we surprise attack them, we'll get advantage." Everfall claims. "Who said we could trust you?" Bashur snarls. A weird feeling of your stomach twisting sears through you. It mentally hurt Everfall. "Honestly, i think you shouldn't" Everfall murmurs. "It seems like a good enough plan" Seto claims. "Agreed. Let's part. I'll go with Antvenom" Ian agrees. He grabs Antvenom and drags him behind a corner. The whole group parts their ways, finding a hiding spot. When everything becomes silent, Seto let's the forcefield drop. You're alone since Everfall insisted that. "So the forcefield is down. I don't exactly trust you, but oh well, we're in" You hear Enderlox landing next to you. Skybrine teleports next to you.
"He can teleport?!" You groan.
Yeah, why not? He has loooot of powers.
Me: I knowwww... This sucks so badly
Sky: Agreed
Me: thx ! ^^
Sky: Anytime ;)
Me: Ugh. Girls of my school have asked me to draw them. Great. -.- whatever. Pls make sure to leave a vote!!! Guys it means a lot to me! It shows that someone is reading this! And a comment is always guuuuddd
Jerome: What happened to the idea of klub ice? I'd like if you would've added that
Me: O.o no, that was one of the most embarrassing parts.
Ian: Why? Everyone knows that, that silenced your hunger
Me: *holds hand before his mouth* One word...one word and I'm gonna freaking punch you. Whaaatever. I've also been thinking if I should add the memory of y/n x youtubers.
Subzero: pls no...
Me: What? You like-
Subzero: *breaks screen*
*screen turns black*

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