I Got Pregnant!

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ANDREW'S POV

Narinig ko ang pinagusapan ni Sky at ni tita. Tumaas ang pag-asa ko after hearing those words from her. Love and hate collide. Pero mas nangingibabaw lang ang hate na nararamdaman nya sakin.

Hayes asked me if I love his mom. Actually I don't know. Hindi pa ako sigurado sa nararamdaman ko. Pero masaya ako pag nakikita ko sya. Kahit pagtatalo lang ang kinalalabasan ng pag-uusap namin masaya pa rin ako dahil nakukuha ko ang atensyon nya. Damn! Nagiging atensyon seeker ako pag dating sa kanya. I'm pissed when that bastard kissed her earlier. That should be me. But I fucked everything!  Good thing umalis na yung gagong yun.

Ewan! Mahal ko na siguro sya. Fuck! So gay.

I want her back. I miss her a lot. She's not the same Sky. She became fiercer. But I like it and I hate it at the same time.

"Gusto mong maging new dad si Greg?" Tanong ko kay Hayes sa tabi ko. Tumingala ito sakin.

"No. You're my dad." Balewalang sagot nito.

"But do you like him for your mom?" Oo na! Naghahanap ako ng kakampi.

"Hmm, yeah. He makes my mom happy. But it doesn't mean that I want him to be my new dad." Napasimangot ako sa sagot ni Hayes. "You can't blame my mom. You made her cry and you hurt her." Mabilis kong sinulyapan si Hayes.

"Are you sure you're just turning seven?" Kung magsalita 'tong anak ko parang ang tanda na.

"Tss." Tumingin na lang ito sa bintana at tumingin sa nadadaanan namin.

"You know buddy, I didn't mean to hurt your mom and made her cry. It just happened. And I have my reason. But I'm not ready to tell her. Maybe I'll tell her if she forgive me and I win her back." I know he didn't get what I'm talking.

"I have a secret to tell. But don't tell mommy about it. Ok?"

"Sure. What is it?" Tanong ko.

"Mommy still love you." Huh?

"What? What are you talking about?" Nagtatakang tanong ko kay Hayes.

"She still love you. She talks while sleeping. Its kinda creepy. She said that she hate you but still love you. But you chose Belle over her, over us." Biglang lumungkot ang mukha nito sa huling sinabi. "But she only does that everytime she's tired from work. And I just hugged her."

Bigla kong hininto ang kotse ko sa tabi ng daan.

"Seriously?" Tumango lang ito sakin.

What the fuck? Ganun na ba kalaki ang ginawa kong kagaguhan sa kanya? Of course you moron. You hurt her BIGTIME! But I felt happy. She still love me. May panghahawakan pa ako para mabawi sya.

"Don't tell mom I tell you that. She's unconcious everytime she said those. So she didn't know by the way."

Hindi ko na inintindi ang sinabi ni Hayes. Pinaandar ko na ang sasakyan habang iniisip pa rin ang kwento ni Hayes. Kids don't lie, so paniniwalaan ko ang anak ko.

"Do you love her?" Ito kanina ang pinaguusapan namin ng umakyat ako sa kwarto nila.

"I guess. I think I love her. But she has Greg." Hindi na sumagot si Hayes.

I need to win her back. Kailangan mabuo ang pamilya namin. Me, Sky and Hayes.

I need to tell her why I did that to her. I need to tell her my reason.

Napangiti ako ng mapait ng maalala ko na naman ang pangyayaring iyon. Damn! It's been 7 fucking years! Pero nasasaktan pa rin ako pag naaalala ko yun. Iyon ang dahilan why I hurt her.