Chapter 43 - Guilt

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"Fuck it, I'm never drinking again." Taehyung groaned as he swallowed the painkiller cursing himself for getting this drunk that he puked out the remnants of the alcohol he consumed last night- that definitely wasn't a very great experience- before as soon as he woke up he ran towards the bathroom, now after having the soup his fiancé had prepared he swallowed the painkillers and yet his chest still felt heavy.

His Fiancé was still asleep and that's not very much like Jungkook because it is eleven in the morning and the younger doesn't sleep up to this late because he already is being in the process of preparing lunch for himself.

Taehyung just shrugged and washed the use bowl of soup before he kept the pot of soup he'd heated previously aside so it could cool down for a while as he walked towards his room to check up on his fiancé.

A smile instantly twitched up his lips when he saw the younger cuddling to his pillow while a pout rested on his swollen lips- swollen lips?

Instantly the smile on Taehyung's face dropped when he did analyse Jungkook's face- his face seemed slightly reddened, and churning immediately started to take place in Taehyung's stomach as he walked closer having a more clear view of Jungkook's bitten and swollen lips.

Now that he actually concentrated he could see Jungkook's bare shoulders and a bruise over his neck, Taehyung could literally feel his heart sink right down his stomach and he sat on the edge of the bed noticing the redness over Jungkook's face.

'Did we- did I do it?'

A gulp was swallowed down Taehyung's throat and he held his head in his hands, guilt making his inner self crumple down into nothingness. He tried to remember anything from last night but all his mind was blur and he didn't remember nothing.

This somehow made him more guiltier as he licked over his lips- fuck it! He was supposed to make Jungkook feel special during his first time.

What if he actually forced himself- wait no, first of all he should check if they actually did go that far what if he stopped in between? What if everything he is thinking never happened?

Yeah, he should probably check it first.

Taking a deep controlled breath Taehyung slipped under the covers and covered himself shuffling closer to Jungkook taking the pillow out of the younger's hold, a smile twitching up his lips when Jungkook's arms immediately wrapped around his middle as the younger continued to snuggle closer to his chest.

Not wasting much of his time, Taehyung trailed his hand down Jungkook's back cursing himself when he found that his hand was lingering around for probably too long, he froze when his hand cupped Jungkook's bare ass- it took all his will power not to squeeze that bulky soft flesh, his fingers skillfully parted open the crack of the ass and his finger pressed against the taunt ring of muscle just as stiff and tight.

Never in his whole life Taehyung had felt the relief flood into him with such intensity and he immediately retrieved his hand back and hugging Jungkook pecking over the younger's hair.

"Are you still drunk hyungie?"

Taehyung looked down at Jungkook who was yawning and rubbing his one of his eyes with his fist, he chuckled and pecked over Jungkook's cheeks seeing them immediately reddened, "No, sweetness."

"Then why did you touch my bum?" Jungkook questioned a deep pout forming over his lips as he sat up with the duvet pooling around his waist as he stretched blinking his eyes a few times yawning again.

"Uh- I thought we did something yesterday." Taehyung said and awkwardly scratched his nape looking away from the younger.

"You thought? What do you mean you thought?! We definitely did something yesterday that we have never!"

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