It's my second day in Baguio and it is nine in the morning when i decided to go for a walk. The weather is pretty okay today. Im with my hoodie jacket and a jogging pants and rubber. Looking around the place helped me calm my mood though I am totally fine. I breathe in and out and its definitely refreshing to smell a nice air unlike around Metro Manila, i cant handle the pollution. Oof. Now i care about that one. Nice.
I sat down for awhile and let my mind wander. The very reason why i am here today is to concentrate on writing new songs. I knew i need this alone time to focus on evrything that i need to write. Though last night, my heart and mind were battling whether or not to publish the songs i have written when we were separated. I thoughtfully realized that if im gonna do that, my album would be about the evolution of our relationship. That isn't a bad thing though. I have been keeping this feeling for like forever. I think its time to let them go. As i go over the song titles that I jot down, words kept running through my head that im clueless what were those for until something hits me and i knew from that moment what i was thinking was about the ALBUM titles. Its early, yes, to be thinking about it but its nice to have a bit of idea about it.
So what i have in mind were...
Love Renewed
Starting Over
Evolution
Ceaseless
Begin Again
A piece of idea about the title of the album. I kind of suck about this one that is why i may need your little help. A pinch of word from you guys would be helpful. Just dont talk about this one whenever you're around Julie. I wanna keep this as a secret for a while. :) And speaking of...
"Hi, love," i answered.
"Hi baby! Guess what!" she gushed.
"Cant guess. What is it?" This is interesting.
She's giggling over the phone and then said, "im doing a collab with Bry!" she almost scream excitedly.
Bryan Gomez
The guy that i dont really like. He raps but the way he delivers the thing doesnt really hit me. I dont really like him. At alam ni Julie yun.
"Julie, you know that I dont like him," my brows met.
Then there was a silence on the other line. Bakit ganun? Ayoko kay Bry kasi ayoko yung kinalakihan niyang istilo sa pagrarap. Mababaw na rason pero that matters to me. But Julie..
"Okay fine. Hindi na ako makikialam jan. Have a good day and be safe," i broke the silence and then ended the call. Im not mad. Naiinis lang ako that she decided on her own. I know, wala akong karapatan pero alam niyang ayoko sa tao na yun. Bakit ganun? I sighed. I think i nees to stop thinking about my songs. Nasira na lang bigla yung mood ko.
I went back to Pap's rest house and had my dinner.
...
So i spent three more days in the city. I was able to visit Father Rey and the kids while i was there. That indescribable feeling and chills all over my body when I saw and hugged them after long months. They still remember me. We had a bonfire over barbecue grilling. Its another night to remember.
I remember Father Rey told me that, "I'm so happy for you. You found the happiness we were once talking about. Kumusta siya?" with a wide smile on his face, he asked.
I looked up at the stars and sighed happily, "Nagpropose na po ako sa kanya and asked her to marry me again."
"And she answered yes," Father chuckled and i smiled at him. He tapped my shoulder and said for the last time before i left that night,
