Two months on the road was a blast. I've been to 10 towns, 8 cities, 5 provinces and seen and met a lot of incredible and beautiful people along the road. Without holding a michrophone, or being captured by a papz or anybody, they heard and seen the other side of me. I've talked to a lot of inspiring human beings that made me realized that life can really be so amazing and at the same time different. I live in a world full of chaos and stuff like that. I have never experienced a simple life before, not until now.
Im back in my room, believe it or not, i rented a small room near Baguio and thinking about staying here for a month or so. I found a small church round here and visited and spoke to the Priest. He told me the history of this little church and Im so glad to know that no matter how little it is, the team managed to reach out for people who live in a far flung places. Ang saya lang malaman na kahit papano, nakakatulong sila sa ibang tao by giving foods, clothes and free tutorials in basic education. I've decided to help. Father Rey first refused about my decision but I showed him how sincere and serious and willing i am to help. In the end He finally said okay and smiled at me. Such a happy day.
Pupuntahan ko yung mga bata sa malayong lugar bukas at makikipaglaro at makikikain at lahaaaaat! I think im just so much excited. But right now, i need to go out and eat.
I found my fave mini resto, sat down, ordered and eat. After which, i walked around trying to find a signal. Well, a wifi area. Funny as it may seem but yeah, nakiki-connect na lang ako.
I had my earpods on and started listening to random songs on my playlist. And im connected to somebody's wifi. Thank God at walang password yung iba. I giggled on that thought.
I opened my twitter and read some tweets. I was missing twitter though. I havent check any of my accounts aince I was touring in the North. It's just now. I dont even know what gotten into me, i just feel like going online tonight, kahit saglit lang.
I checked my mentions, sabog. As always. Napangiti ako nang makita kong nag trend ang #.WeMissJuliElmo Adiks / Faneys never fail to amused me. They're standing still, stronger than ever. I retweeted some random tweets to let them know that I'm just here.
"Take time to wander, Elmo. #.WeMissJuliElmo though." i smiled. Parang may alam siya sa nangyayari.
And then I saw another tweet from @jd1D "Everything's in blur. #.WeMissJuliElmo"
Last.
"Cry it out. It's okay. Tomorrow is another day. Let me feel this pain for awhile. #.WeMissJulielmo"
When they saw my retweets, bigla na naman silang nag dagsaan. I shook my head and pulled a smile as the song continues playing and the words hit me.
I tweeted, "Baby i'm a little blind, I think it's time for you to find me."
For sure bibigyan na naman nila yan ng malisya but thats okay. Last tweet ko na ulet yan. After a minute or so, i suddenly saw my tweet got a thousands of RT and favorites. And then surprisingly saw @.myjaps (indirect) tweet that says, "where are you? Will i be forever blue?"
Wala na. Nagkagulo na ang mga fans and then I signed out.
I was home before the clock struck at midnight and i ended up listening to one of her songs. And then drifted off to sleep dreaming about my siblings, my dad, our loving fans and.. Her.
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You could be my sanity. Bring me peace, sing me to sleep.
Nightingale.
