I woke up the next morning with the sun rays peaking through our windows. Another day. I sat down for a minute and pressed back down my head on my pillow as I slowly think of something.
How can I tell Julie about me leaving the country the next day? Im afraid of how she's gonna react. Thinking about that made my heart races. I just cant tell her that im leaving because i need to. How can I tell her that i have to leave because i need to work on something? I groaned as I touched my head. I better think of a valid reason for my leaving because im too scared that she might think of something negative why i have to leave. I'll be gone for freaking two months.
I took out my phone and checked my messages when i saw Dev's.
"Coffee talk before you leave the country," it says and i typed in,
"Yes. Reserve us seats. Thank you Dev. so much."
I put down my phone on the night stand when i heard a knock on the door.
Julie!
"Love.." i was about to say something with my hand on the door knob when I surprisingly saw a paper slipping down our door.
"Dont open the door yet," it says. I pulled a smile on my face as I sat down infront of our closed door.
"Good morning," says the next paper.
I cleared my throat and tried to speak, "hi, love."
And there was another paper.
"Dont talk."
"I wanna apologize about what happened 3 days ago," it was clearly written on the paper.
I shook my head, smiling, as i waited for another one.
"I knew you'll get mad at me for not telling you. But i just dont want this to be an issue for us," it was a little longer this time.
"And i thought it will be okay but i was wrong." another paper slid.
"Jake needs a friend that time. He and his mom had a huge fight about this girl that he...... love."
"I told him that he'll be okay. They really need to settle things down and they need to have a long and clear talk about it. After that we had a coffee. Then lunch the next day after that night," she was then trying to let me know and understand what happened those times that they were together. I sighed. I shouldve listen to her before. Too late to regret. At least next time i know what to do and to not let my pride eats me.
"I miss you, baby." another paper followed by another one slid down the door.
"Please tell me you're not breaking up with me," with that, i stood up as my eyes widened. My heart races so fast.
