Forget Me Not • Joshua ✓

Forget Me Not || 08

[ - sophia kim - ]

Seeing him, I don't think he'd talk about it anytime soon. Why were all of them worried of it ? Worried that I'll be hurt ? I mean... It's not like I'll remember anything anymore so why ?

"Do you, really want to know ?" he asked carefully

"I wouldn't ask if I don't. Why do everyone keep on asking me that ?" I raised my eyebrow as I was losing my patience

Jihoon took a deep breath before looking at me

"The thing is, it wasn't you who were at fault, but it was him. That was the reason why" said Jihoon

"What did he do ? Why were all of you hesitant to say it ?" I asked

You better give me an answer.

"I seriously think I shouldn't say anything more about this. It's bad you know ?" he averted his eyes from me

I-- I'm seriously done on waiting

"What ? He cheated on me or something ?" I asked

Jihoon pursed his lips and he nodded slowly.

So that's all ? That's the reason why they're not even telling me why ? Because he cheated ? I mean that's a common thing for someone to do in a relationship but why were they so hesitant and overprotective of ??? Gosh, these people confuse me.

"So that's all ? Why were you so hesitant of it ?" I asked

"It may sound normal to you, but that's because you don't remember anything. Things were bad for you, and I shouldn't be telling you more of it" said Jihoon

How bad was it ???

"I'm sure I can take it in. It's not like I'll remember anything" I scoffed

"Even if you would, what makes you think it wouldn't change your life again ?? Sooyoung, you've given a chance to forget it all so why do you bother to remember it ?" said Jihoon

"Are you willing to go back to where everything was bad and have made you suffered in a lot of ways ?" asked Jihoon and when he said it that way, maybe it would've been better for them to not say anything about it

"But if you still want to know, then I'll tell you" said Jihoon as he didn't want to argue with me anymore

I let out of a sigh as I looked at him

"I understand" I responded

He let out a sigh of relief but I still want to ask him something

"Did my husband regretted his actions towards me ?" I asked, wanting to make sure. Jihoon nodded and I looked at him in disbelief

"Then why aren't you guys allowing him to see me ?" I asked in disbelief

"Sooyoung if it triggers your memories then what ?" he scolded

"Jihoon. It doesn't matter. He's my husband and if he truly have regretted his decisions back then, he deserves to see me to give me an apology. I mean I understand that you guys wanted me to recover fully first but it has been MONTHS !" I replied sternly

"If he still loves me, what do you think he'd feel when he couldn't see his own wife while his friend could. If you were in his shoes, would you be fine with it ?" I asked him as I still couldn't believe it

"But--"

"But what ?? Is it all of your choices to say I can forgive him or not ??" I raised my eyebrow