Toxic- SJ

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Backstory- toxic relationship with Scarlett Johansson

Gonna be a song lyrics one cos I'm like obsessed with making ones like these

Song-  blank space - Taylor swift
(I was debating all too well but then I got another idea for it)

Scarlett pov-
Me and y/n met 4 years ago at Jimmy Fallon. She was a well known actress but we had never crossed paths before. We hit it off on the show and went to a bar for a drink afterwards and then things got messy when we went back to mine.  I was in a pretty serious relationship with Colin Jost but I ended things to be with y/n

Nice to meet you, where you been?
I could show you incredible things
Magic, madness, heaven, sin
Saw you there and I thought
"Oh, my God, look at that face
You look like my next mistake
Love's a game, wanna play?" Ay

We might have rushed into things and we have been on and off for the last 4 years but we both love eachother. I knew her so well. She knew me too well

New money, suit and tie
I can read you like a magazine
Ain't it funny rumors fly
And I know you heard about me
So hey, let's be friends
I'm dying to see how this one ends
Grab your passport and my hand
I can make the bad guys good for a weekend

The paparazzi hated on us for a while and y/n was painted as a villain for breaking up me and Colin. This was the cause of a lot of our arguments at the beginning as she always used to feel like she wasn't good enough for me.

So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over, mmh
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

No matter what after every argument I would turn up outside her door with flowers begging for her to take me back. It always worked. She was always going to be mine.

'Cause we're young and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name

Cherry lips, crystal skies
I could show you incredible things
Stolen kisses, pretty lies
You're the King, baby, I'm your Queen
Find out what you want
Be that girl for a month
Wait, the worst is yet to come, oh, no

Screaming, crying, perfect storms
I can make all the tables turn
Rose garden filled with thorns
Keep you second guessing like
"Oh, my God, who is she?"
I get drunk on jealousy
But you'll come back each time you leave
'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream

You- " Seriously Scarlett are you fucking joking me. Another lie another excuse I can't do it anymore. It's exhausting. It's like I will never be good enough for you.
Scarlett- "y/n why does it always have to be like this. You choose to be in this relationship I'm not forcing you. You knew it was going to be difficult with our schedules but yet your still here. I know Colin would've been supportive of me going to England for 6 months for a bond film"
You- " I can't... I can't do this anymore Scarlett. Your destroying me. Go do what you want I'm done with this. It's always about you. I have a secure job here in LA filming greys anatomy but asking me to move to England and leave my show for one movie is too much to ask"

Just like that y/n got up and stormed out of the house crying and slamming the front door.

So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over, mmh
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

Your pov-
I say I'm done with her everytime and i always come running back as soon as she asks. She's my soulmate. I walk to my sisters, Jessica Capshaws, as she only lives around the corner, like a 15 minute walk.
I knock on the door.
Jessica- " oh y/n honey come here"
This was becoming a monthly thing now. She puts her arm around me and brings me inside to the sofa where I explain the argument.
You- " she wants me to quit the show and move out to England for the new bond film and then for a couple years. I'd be giving up everything and for what just so she can film the bond film and get some more gigs in England. It's just unreasonable. She didn't even consider me in her decision"
Jess- " I get you y/n she's being unreasonable but are you sure you want to throw it all away?"
You- " this relationship is so self destructive"

'Cause we're young and we're reckless (oh)
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless (oh)
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane (insane)
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name

Jess- " y/n I've been wanting to tell you this for the past 2 years and I have been trying to tell you. I know you love Scarlett but this is ruining your life. There are other people out there"
You- " but they aren't her. This relationship is hard but it's one I cannot imagine living without"
Jess- " you can stay here for now. The kids are in bed be ready for them nice and early tomorrow. Goodnight love you sis"

Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't say, I didn't warn ya
Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't say, I didn't warn ya

I hear a knock at the door and Jess takes it as her cue to go upstairs. I open the door and see scarlett standing there mascara running down her face.

Scarlett's thoughts : "So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over (over)
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane (I'm insane)
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game"

Your thoughts: "Cause we're young and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far (ooh)
It'll leave you breathless, mmh
Or with a nasty scar (leave a nasty scar)
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name"

Scarlett: please can we just talk about this......

Part two is coming....

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