Marcoses 1: Love Fondly (SANDRO MARCOS FAN FRICTION)

part 4 ❤❤

I stayed at Chandria's house to spend the night with our friends i was with Gabbi , Bianca, Julia, Kath, Sofia, Kristine.

The boys already go home because they cannot stay with us even though they want to stay but that's tito Teo's order.

"So how's your life in there Ra?" They ask me like they want to catch up. We always do that when we have time to talk properly like today.

"Life? Well i don't know. This past few months I've been down. There was a time that i almost lost my mind. Anxiety to be exact but yeah life must go on. You all know what happened back then right?" Sabi ko sa kanila sila naman mga nakikinig lang. They just nodded when i ask them.

"And still hindi ka pa din nakakamove on kay Reys? Ang tagal tagal na non love!" Sabi ni ria nabatukan ko lang haha

"Hindi love not about him! 4 years ago na move on na to!" They just laugh.

May biglang pumasok sa kwarto si tita pala para sabihin matulog na kame. Kaya sinunod nalang namin para hindi kame mapagalitan.

Hindi pa sila natapos ng humiga kame. Nag bubulungan pa sila ng kung anu ano hindi ko na sana sila papansinin nung bigla nila akong niyakap.

"We're always here for you love! Don't stress yourself okay? I will give you a good advice. Wag mong kimkimin yan mga ganyang problems cause hindi ka namin mabibigyan ng solution kung hindi ka mag sasalita. Wag mong sabihin nahihiya ka pa samin. Sarap mong sapatusin minsan e." Sabi naman ng nag iisang Ria Atayde may kasama pang palo yan.

Nag tawanan lang kame hanggang sa pumasok nanaman si Tita para pagalitan kame. Nag yakap yakap lang kame hanggang sa maka tulog.

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I'm the first one who wake up around 4:30 am because of my phone. Someone is calling my number and it was shaira it's 8:30 pm in New York.

"Harra Good Evening i just want there is a problem here but not so big.--" i just end the call.

I don't want to hear some problem this time. I just want to be happy atleast for 2 weeks and make time for my Family and Friends.

I just text her.

To: Shairababes!

Shai please if you're just going to call me because there is a problem there please not now.  I just want to relax even for just 2 weeks. Okay? Always take care. You can also have vacation if you want i'll pay everything.

And she just reply sorry and she grab the opportunity to have vacation. That girl haha. Sabi niya pa once in blue moon lang akong mag offer ng ganon kaya grab na. Natawa nalang talaga ako.

I just do my daily routine before going to jog. It was still dark but i don't care its okay I'm not scared tho. One of the best thing about running here is no one cares about you.

30 minutes had passed when i decided to came back. The boys are here, and they are all look not that excited to see their girls no? Haha

"Oh where did you go?" Daniel said, i tell him i just jogged. He just sign okay you go up and change so i just nodded.

Pag baba namin mga naka smile sila like anong nakakatuwa sa umaga? Chos! But seriously parang ngayon lang nila nakita yung mga girlfriend nila for a very long time duhh! Inaasar ako nila Marco wala daw kase akong jowa kaya bitter ako.

"Ikaw din naman wala kang jowa diba?" I ask. Inasar naman kame ng lahat. Bakit hindi nalang daw kameng dalawa sayang daw yung dati.

"Stop it guys! We are just friends right Marco?" Sabi ko habang hinihintay sumagot si Marco. Nag kibit balikat nalang siya.

Nag tawanan lahat dahil don. Nag kagusto kase ako sa kanya dati syempre gwapo siya e siya din naman kaso hindi nag work out.

Ayaw niya daw ng Long Distance Relationship since paalis nako nung nagkakilala kame. Kaya pinili nalang namin maging mag kaibigan.

Lumabas kame ng bahay para ilagay na sa mga sasakyan namin yung mga gamit namin. I'm using my newest car which my dad's gift. My Ford Ranger Raptor X. Kakapadala lang ng driver ko kanina dito kila kath.

"Ay sheeet! Ang ganda ng sasakyan! This is the newest Ford Ranger Raptor X right?" Marco ask. Siya kase may dala ng luggage ko. Gwapo niya sa part na yan.

Haha pero nevermind mas okay ng friends nalang kame. Mapanakit din kase tong lalakeng to. I just nodded to his question.

"Ano sino sasabay?" I ask. Sabi nila yung iba sa Van nila ria.

"Ako nalang mag drive yhen." Sabi ni Marco. Umoo nalang ako siguro makikipag palit nalang ako mamaya sa kanya para hindi siya mapagod.

Napag kasunduan na Convoy nalang gagawin namin. Hindi naman kase kame kasya sa Van pero okay lang gusto ko din ng tahimik.

Pag mag kakasama kase kame nako asahan mo ang ingay sa van. Walang mag papatulog kase dapat masaya lang daw. Iyon isa sa mga namiss ko pero hindi ngayon.

"Anong problema? Tell me Yhen!" Nag sigh nalang ako nasa byahe na pala kame almost 1 hour nako nakatingin lang sa labas.

Nakikipag usap naman ako sa kanya kaso Oo o hindi siguro ganon lang mga sagot ko. I'm thinking if I'm going to tell him.

"I'm actually exhausted from everything. That's why I'm here to have some time to think and to relax. I just can't stay there for a very long time." I said i didn't look at him because i know I'm going to cry sooner or later.

"I was exhausted from the pressure. Everyone wants me to shoulder all the problem. I was at my point that I'm at my office and do nothing but to stare. I don't have energy to read those papers. I feel like I'm having really bad nightmare. Pressured kay dad because he wants me to get married soon as possible. Like i can just have someone that easily. Pressure sa trabaho." I said and to my surprise he just hold my hands.

"Ako nalang kaya?" He said and he make bawi din agad and say "Joke"

"But seriously Yhen, Everything will be okay soon not now but soon! Okay?" He said i just nodded and look again at the window.

Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi mo inaasahan tulad ngayon. I don't know that Marco is a good listener and good adviser.

Nag kwentuhan lang kame buong trip naming dalawa, nag tatawanan, nakikinig ng music. He also opened up about his past relationship na nag fail daw.

"What if we grabbed that opportunity that time? Ano kaya tayo ngayon no?" I also think about that. Ano nga bang naging ending namin nito kung naging kame.

"But it's good that we didn't end up in that position. Why? Cause i realize if we really love each other that time susugal talaga tayo even though nasa malayo ako." Sabi ko naman na kinatanguan niya.

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