Marcoses 1: Love Fondly (SANDRO MARCOS FAN FRICTION)

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"Time of death 8:45 pm September 12,2023" that was last thing i heard. The pain of seeing your wife lifeless infront of you. I don't want to close my eyes.

It's been 3 days after she died and still its fresh from my memory of everything. I don't know how to start.

"Sandro let's go?" My mom calls from the outside. I don't want to go there.

I don't want to see her lying in the coffin it breaks my heart multiple times. I just want to stay here in our room so that somehow I can feel that she is still here.

I was just looking at her belongings on the table thay she was using when I noticed the folded paper. It's a letter from her.

"Dear love love ko ❤

Hi love, my life, my hubby, my bebu, and lastly my one and only Sandro Marcos. Love i know pag nabasa mo to wala na ko. Alam ko galit ka sakin pero sorry kung mas pinili kong alagaan si Feeya. Yes babae ang anak natin. Sands alam mo ba na hindi ko naman hiniling kay Papa God na ibigay kaniya sakin. Haha ang gusto ko lang naman talaga that time mag karoon ng peace of mind but i never regret anything about us. But I also want to thank him for giving you to me. I don't know but everytime that I'm looking at you i feel really sorry. Maybe because of being stubborn and hard headed wife. Believe me i understand want you want that time love. And i want you to know that i want to stay aslo. Masakit para sakin na mas pinili mong umalis sa bahay kesa mag stay sa tabi ko. Mas masakit sakin na parang hangin lang ako na dumadaan sa gilid mo. Pero naiintindihan kita mahal! Minsan dumating din ako sa point na sana nga nakinig nalang ako sayo. Sana nandito ka kasama kayo ni Xander.

Oo nga pala kaninang umaga nag pa check ako okay naman daw si Feeya narinig ko na heart beat niya and ang saya saya sa feeling mahal ko. Nakakain na din pala ako katatapos ko lang nag luto si Ate Elise ng Mechado ang sarap. Sorry ah pati pinag gagawa ko dito sa bahay sinusulat ko na.

Daddy hindi ako makahinga. Pero don't worry binigyan ako ng oxygen kanina. I was trying to call you but your phone is cannot be reach. I really just want to hear your voice. Nag crave nanaman akong makita ka. I miss you Sandro. I love you so much.

Mahal natatakot ako! Ayoko pa mawala pero wala akong choice haha. Siguro sa isip mo "yan ang tigas tigas kase ng ulo mo hindi ka nakikinig" Gusto ko mag stay pa kahit isang araw makasama lang kita. I miss you alot mahal ko. I love you so much. Oo nga pala sa drawer may mga papers don baka magamit mo in the future. Haha alam mo hindi ako magagalit pag nag mahal ka ulit. Cause you deserved to be love by someone. Alam kong sasabihin mong hindi kana mag mamahal pag nawala ako but trust me walang magiging problema sakin yon. As long as your happy and syempre mahal ang mga anak natin.

Mahal due date ko na bukas. I can't wait to see you. I can't wait to hug you to kiss you. Please kahit last na pagbigyan mo nako. Gusto ko maranasan buhatin ng isang Sandro Marcos. I wish you are here with me waiting for Feeya to kick. Everytime kase na sasabihin ko name mo sinisipa niya ko siguro miss kana din niya. Don't worry hindi siya galit sayo mahal ko. Sabi ko naman na hindi tayo iniwan ng Daddy hindi niya lang gusto makitang nahihirapan at nasasaktan si Mommy kaya Don't angry with daddy okay. And lastly mahal ko please take care of our children. Wala man ako sa tabi niyo pero lage lang akong nakatingin sa inyo. I know your strong enough to handle this things. Mahal kaya mo to. Wag mo kakalimutan na mahal na mahal na mahal kita. Wish to see you before mawala. Mamimiss kita mahal ko.

Love,
Harra Marcos ❤ "

I don't know what to do and to react when i read her message for me. Sandro what did you do! You didn't even think that if you're having a hard time, what about her?

I cry heavily when i saw the paper. It's divorce paper with her sign. She assured that i can marry someone else in fact she just wasted her time doing those things. I'm not going to sign that paper. I just lay down to our bed then sleep.

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(Simon's Pov)

Everyone is waiting for him to go here. Alam namin na masakit para kay kuya Sandro ang lahat. Pati din naman kame nasaktan para sa kanilang dalawa when i heard that Harra will going to choose the baby over her.

But we realized the sacrifices of her just to gave birth for Feeya. I was holding Xander when i saw her cousins are coming. They greet us just like what we used to.

"Si kuya Sandro and Feeya? Darating ba sila?" Tanong sakin ni Alicia habang nilalaro si Xander.Asan na nga ba si kuya? I saw mom walking outside with Pops they are talking with someone i don't know.

"Well i don't know but maybe later." Nung tignan ko si Mama zle she's still crying and it's breaking our hearts seeing her like that.

Nakita kong lumapit si Vinny para patahanin siya niyakap niya lang si Vinny then later on tumahan din.

Nakita ko naman ang Mommy S nila na papasok at kita ko din sa kanyang sobrang nasasaktan talaga siya.

"Julinneeeeeee! Anak ko! Anak bangon ka na dyan. Nandito na si Mommy S oh. Mag pupunta pa tayong Disney Land kasama sila Feeya at Xander!" Sabi niya habang umiiyak.

Lumapit nalang ako kay Tita Moneth tsaka ko siya hinawakan baka kase bigla siyang tumumba sa sobrang iyak niya.

Later on that afternoon i saw Kuya Sandro and Feeya in front of her. Feeya is sleeping while him i cannot see his reaction at all. But i know his crying.

Dumating din yung ibang friends nila Kuya Sands and Harra. They can't believe that she's gone. Then the priest came to have a mass para ipagdasal si Harra.

After the mass umalis din agad yung pari meron pa daw kasunod. Maya maya pa lumapit sa harapan yung sister niya para mag salita.

"For some reason napag usapan po namin nila Kuya Sandro and the rest of the family na sa dalawang araw na nakaburol si ate dito ay humihingi po kame ng privacy mula sa inyo. When we say privacy its family and friends lang po muna. No fans and No medias at all. Hindi naman po sa ayaw po namin kayong nandito but we also want to have a private farewell to my one and only ate." Then she start to cry again.

Nag sabay sabay na lahat. Hanggang mag hating gabi hindi naalis si kuya sa tabi niya sinabihan na siya nila pops na umuwi but hindi daw siya aalis doon sa tabi ni ate. Kaya hindi na rin kame umuwi.