Marcoses 1: Love Fondly (SANDRO MARCOS FAN FRICTION)

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It's been a long time I've been through a lot of things after my wife died. I just focused myself working as a Congressman and as a father at the same time.

And everytime i have time i always visit her just like now I'm here at memorial park.

"Hi wife! How are you? Sorry I'm really busy working in the Congress and a father at the same time." I just look at her name and her little picture in the gravestone.

"I miss you so much wife. You know what i can see Xander just like me who's really into politics. He always want to help people at his age that his just 2 years old. He understand what my work is. Our little one is still the same. She's really cute just like you. And oh she's turning 1 year old this week." I just stayed and look at her gravestone.

I still can't move on from what happened but still I'm trying to be strong. In 1 year a lot of difficulties i never thought i could experience. There was a time that i need to send my children to my Mom Liza because i was depressed.

After i say goodbye to my wife i go straight where my friends are.

"Sandroooo Bro! How are you! You've changeee a lot! Look at you your okay now." Jake said while doing our shake hands and manly hug with the others.

We just stayed there at first waiting for the others to come. When someone caught my attention, at first i thought it was just my imagination that i see someone resemblance just like my wife.

"Love i know that you know that i miss you right? But anyways it's okay i even have a chance to see from a far." I told to myself while staring at the girl who's singing in the stage.

I must admit that she has a beautiful voice just like my Wife. Then other came i saw them looking also in the stage with unbelievable and shock faces.

"Is it just me or is it really Harra we see on stage?" I just stared at the girl who's really look like my Wife.

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh, baby tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

Yes I'm officially missing you Wife. I saw someone who's really looks like you. And she's sings well just like you.

If i didn't just visit you earlier maybe i would think that she's you. But no maybe you and her just have resemblance but your not her.

I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

"Bro she's not Harra okay? Don't look at her as if she's your wife. Harra is died okay?" I just look at them nodding and shrugging my shoulder.

"I know bro i just really miss my wife. Hindi ko maalis yung mata ko sa kanya just like the old days when i first saw her. Shet she's really beautiful." We just look again to the singer.

Oh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey, baby say it stays on my mind
And I (and I), I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall (face on the wall)
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all

1 year full of tears looking at your face on my phone. Haha Harra your always driving me crazy. It's just like just a week ago when we first met.

Then after 3 days your gone. I never thought that i could love you this much. It's breaking my heart but i know i just need to trust the process so that somehow i can be okay. I post our pictures together in my social media accounts.

@sandromarcos7 i miss you so much wife and i love you so much 🥺 with pictures.

I really appreciate some of my fans still giving messages like.

sandros100 Sandro we are here to cheer you up from the pain i know it's hard but we know you'll be okay soon. We want to see you smiling again. Harra will be really happy if you do that. We love you so much just like how you love Harra very much.

DyiannaBelle we miss her too! Sandro please be strong for Feeya and Xander okay? We want to see you smiling again. 💖

I really appreciate them a lot even tho i can't smile at them for now.

It's official
Oh, you know that I'm missing you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

We just enjoy our food and we drink a little bit when heard her

"Thank you so much for listening we just have 30 minutes break then we will right back." I saw her looking at me and smile but i didn't do anything.

"Did you see that? Haha maybe she like you Bro." I just shrugged I'm not going to think of her she's not my wife.

"Let's eat and then go home my babies are waiting for me." He answered they just look at me as if i did say something wrong.

"What? haha"  they just laugh at me i realize i miss them too for almost a year i always decline them everytime we're going somewhere like today.

Because i just really want to stay at home with my kids. So i can feel her even though i didn't see her. After we eat we decided to go home.

I don't want to stay there because apart of me wants to talk to her. Why? Nothing so that i can imagine that she's totally my wife

After 30 minutes of driving we reach my house.

"Ate Elise where's the kids?" I ask her because she's here at living room cleaning.

"Ay susmaryosep kang bata ka nagulat ako sa inyo. Yung mga bata nasa taas alam ko natutulog sila kanina." I just nodded at her then go straight to their room to check. When we got inside i heard them both crying.

"Xander don't cry baby what happened?" I get him from his bed and make him stop crying.

"I saw mommy Harra." He said while crying. May he just miss her mom. I look at my friends who's seriously looking at me.

"Bro maybe they want to see someone just like their mom." I shook my head i don't want someone who's going to pretend for my kids.

"I miss mommy alot. Daddy i want to see her. Daddy!!! I want to see Mommy Harra please." Xander said

"okay okay we will see Mommy just don't cry. Okay?" He agree while Feeya is with Jake. I don't know what to do now shit.

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