Marcoses 1: Love Fondly (SANDRO MARCOS FAN FRICTION)

Part 39 ❤❤

Pag dating naming office nag diretso kameng office ko. Uupo palang sana ako ng dumating yung Secretary ko at may pinapipirmahan so nag diretso nalang muna sa table ko. After niya ibigay sakin yung papel lumabas na siya mamaya pa may pinatugtog naman siya.

If the feeling is gone
Please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
And it hurts to admit it
I can't tell that the feeling is gone

I didn't intend to look at him but my eyes want to see him. I always want to see him. I miss him already i want to hugged him.

All I ask is just a little honesty
Though I know that you're not coming back to me
You know I'll do anything to make you stay
But I just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone

Please i know that you're not coming back to me. Sheeems haha ang sakit sakit. Napatingin ulit ako sa kanya at nakita ko yung tingin nung iba na parang naawa sa akin. Umiling nalang ako.

There's a sadness in your smile (there's sadness in your smile, I know)
Though I try to conceive it
I can't tell if the feeling is gone

Ang hirap mag panggap na masaya ka. Ang hirap hirap na nag mag panggap na nakalimot ka din. Hindi ko namalayan umiiyak nako. 4 months na but still fresh pa sakin lahat.

All I ask is just a little honesty
Though I know that you're not coming back to me
You know that I'll do anything to make you stay
But I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone
Stay

If i just can make everything to make you stay that time maybe mas masaya tayo today with our little one. I'm so sorry Sandro. Pinupunasan ko pa sana yung makita kong nakatingin siya sakin. Mas lalo akong umiyak pero tumalikod nalang muna ako.

Ang hina ko naman pag dating sa taong to. Ang sakit sakit. Nawala siya nawala pa baby namin. Nag stay sila dito sa New york for 3 days and nag stick ako with them kahit minsan nakikita ko siyang may kausap at narinig kong may ka iloveyou na siya.

May mas sasakit pa ba don? But I'm really happy for him finally nahanap niya na yung Babaeng mag pasaya sa kanya.

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1 year have passed again. Everything has changed i lost communication with the people i love especially him. Just like what he want me to do.

I thought it would be for good but no. If you're going to ask me if I'm angry at him? No. I get it from the moment i want to go outside that house.

I just got a call from my Ate Coleen. She said she's going to get married soon. I was really happy for her after all she deserved to be love.

When i enter my office i saw one medium box so i open it. I saw the dress she want me to wear for her wedding day. And then look for the other things inside.

It's the invitation card. I just really can't believe that she will end up with Sandro's Cousin which is kuya Borgy Manotoc.

I open the invitation card to see everything inside. The Date of the wedding it was on March 06,2022 shems!

That was 6 days from now. Kung kame pa din ngayon ni Sandro! 4 years na sana kame. I saw her bridesmaids and there was my name with the girls.

On the other hand i saw Sandro Marcos name in kuya Borgy's Groomsman. No doubt they are related to each other.

I stop looking at the Card when someone call me. It's ate Cara's name on the caller's name. I answered it immediately

"Hey bebe! How are you it's been a long time since we talk" she said with a smile

"Hi Ate Cara! I'm fine? Totally fine. Everything is okay here. How about you? How's your babies Mia and Xio?" I answered and smile back.

"I'm fine also. Everything is good right now. My two babies is already grown up. They are not my babies anymore your kuya Michael said. Hahaha" we just laugh

"Uh by the way. Did you already received the box we sent it to you?" I just nodded and turn my phone to let her see the box i was holding.

"Yes i just saw it today. Time flies so fast I'm not even updated what's going on between this two." I sigh.

We talked almost an hour and it was refreshing. I missed them so much. I want to go there but i promised to him. And i don't want to break it. But what should i do? They invite me. Should i go? Or nah?

I was preoccupied when my secretary call me. It's 5pm already everyone is preparing themselves to go home. I just nodded at her and send her some kisses. But i didn't do anything i just stay sitting while looking at the sky. I'm shocked when my phone vibrates.

"What are you doing to yourself lately Harra?" I ask myself.

I checked my phone to see the some unknown notification from my Twitter. I'm not using it but i don't want to delete my account.

When I'm bored i usually reads some random tweets. I saw some people tagging me. I click the first one.

@rccmlbg mention you in a post.

I just don't know how to react when they tag me to his tweet. The post is

@sandromarcos7

"I'm going to meet her soon! What should i do?"

Everyone is getting crazy about his post. I don't want to assumed that it was for me. So i just closed the app. Maybe i should go home i want to rest.

When i got home i went straight to my room to sleep. I didn't bother myself to change my clothes maybe later if i didn't feel lazy. I hope.

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4 days from now i will go back to the place where my heart always hurt. I started my day with my daily routine. The days starts with everything is okay it ends up being getting tired. I was really busy this past few days. But it was normal for me.

Time flies....

My flight was on March 4,2022 and today is March 2,2022. Today after tomorrow i will be back in the Philippines. I was scared and excited at the same time.

I don't want to ruin my mood so i just finish my work on time. Time flies its already 11 pm still I'm here at the office sending some important files to my Dad's email so he will check it by tomorrow i know his already sleeping right now.

Because tomorrow i will not go here. Soon as i send all the important files. I close my Mac book and my desktop.

I go to the lobby to wait my driver to arrived. I was scrolling in my Twitter when someone tagged me again. I click the the first one.

@missdarlene_ mention you in a post.

@sandromarcos7

I'm excited to see you again.

Really at this point? Why everyone is tagging me? Everytime his going to tweet something they always think it's for me. I accidentally like his tweet that is why my notifications went wild. Ughh! What should i do?

I didn't mean to like his tweet. I wish he didn't think that i was waiting for his tweet i just closed my phone when i saw my car.

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After 17 hours and 31 minutes of my flight from Ny to Manila it was very tiring though I'm excited to see my family.

When i was at the lobby i see some changes from this Airport. They say everything has change. Little by little. It feels so good to be back again.

I saw my mom waiting outside. When she saw me mom hugged me very tight. I do the same thing for my mommy s. She maybe go here 3 days ago. They are not that excited. Haha kidding.

I just ask them where are we going to stay. They say just here in Manila but maybe by tomorrow we are heading to Paoay. My ate Coleen wants to get married in San Agustin Church in Paoay. Where ate Cara and kuya Michael Manotoc got married.

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Lovelots 💖💖