I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)

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Pov Hardin:

I open my eyes and look at the time. Pff it's 7:00 am. Whatever I close my eyes again and think it doesn't matter if I'm late I'm always late." Hardin get out you have school" I hear my dad say angry. " Let me sleep Jesus " not thinking about the consequences I would go trough when I say words like this to him . Not even a few seconds later I feel someone pulling me out of bed. I look up and my dad is standing in front of me. Of course he's drunk, he is always drunk. He started drinking when my mom died.

" get dressed no I don't have time for your bullshit" I look at my dad who looks drunk again. " Jesus leave me alone and drink some more " i look at him with anger . Then I feel his hands on my shirt pulling me towards him. " if you say one more word you will regret it " he looks pissed at me I know that look. I push him off of me.

I walk downstairs and slam the front door shut. I walk toward my  motor and put my helmet on. I drive towards Jace house. I take the keys and open the front door. I walk inside and see Jace outside smoking. I walk towards him. " hey Scott " I sit down next to him on the cold grass. " can I have one" i look at the pack of cigarettes on the ground. " yeah of course" He hand over a cigaret and put it to my mouth and light it on.

" you know smoking kills you" I hear Jace laughing lightly " yeah I know but who cares" I  look at the sky who is turning blue again without a single cloud in the air. I see Jace looking at the clock. " well we are late like always " I shake my head as we Both laugh . " did you smoke some weed" i look at Jace his face is betraying him already. I see Jace looking at me with wide eyes  " how did you know". " man your my mate I know everything " I laugh. I see Jace laughing " come on " I see Jace standing up " where" I look at him confused and shake my head and smile . " what do you think school of course " that was a stupid question.

I roll my eyes and I take the cigaret and throw it away. " ow before we go I have to buy some cigarettes" " of course " I look at Jace who is laughing . We walk towards or motors and put on our helmets. " you ready". " I'm always ready scott". I start my motor and drive towards school. When I get there I turn of my engine and lock my motor. I walk inside and see Theresa walking towards her class. " she's back I see" I look the direction jace is looking. I laugh and walk towards her and grab her and push her against the locker. I see her looking at me with fear.

" did you miss me Theresa " I see her looking at me scared afraid to say something that's exactly what I want. " I asked you something " I grab her harder. " I uhm I" she begins to stutter . I laugh and push her harder against the lockers. " what is happening here" I look in the eyes of the principal who is looking at us with a confused look. " nothing Theresa wasn't feeling good so I hold her so she won't fall" I smile at him. " alright I'm watching you scott" I see him walk away towards his office and get inside.

" please just let me go" she say trembling. I push her again and let go off her. " this isn't over" With that I'm walking towards the class room. I open the door and sit next to Molly. " hey Hardin" I look at moly who is smiling at me . " hey what's up". " you are still in for tonight" as she winks at me. " of course its the biggest party of all the time I wouldn't miss that" I laugh.

I hear the door open and look up. I see Tessa walking inside with Trevor. Ugh I hate that guy such a nerd. " what a nerd who is that guy even " I look at moly is she really kidding me . " the nerd of the class remember " i roll my eyes. " and  I guess the girl is Theresa the girl you bully" I hear Molly laugh and I really wanna shut her up right now .  I don't answer her question.

" I'm asking you something " . " just shut up Molly" i look at her angry. I see everyone looking at me even Tessa. I stand up and walk towards the door. " where you going mister" I hear the teacher say . " just going for a smoke you have a problem with that" I turn around and look at him with anger.

" it's your choice if you leave now you will be absent ". " whatever " I slam the door shut. I take my cigarettes and walk outside and sit down on a bench. " you out here too" I look around to see who said that and see Steph standing against the wall with a cigarette. " yeah why are you hear " I  look at her. " just having a smoke and the teacher throw me out" she laughs. " what did you do again" I laugh because I know how Steph can be. " nothing bad I just called her an stupid hoe because she was talking trough my confrontation" she starts to laugh harder.

" that's so you" i take a cigarette and put it into my mouth. " you are going to that party right". " of course I wouldn't miss that. " great I invited Tessa" I see her smoking her cigarette. " why" I look at her confused. " because we are so close" she looks at me with a sarcastic look. I look at my cigarette and put it out. " I think she won't come" i look at Steph as she throw away her cigarette. " and why do you think that". " because she's not that kind of a girl " I look at the ground and back to Steph . " and how do you know that" she looks at me confused. " that none of your goddamn business Steph" I look at her angry.

" ugh fine" I see Steph shaking her head " I have to go" I stand up and walk towards my bike. I take my phone and send a message. I put on my helmet and drive away

To be continued

Who do you think he messaged

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Written on 11-09-2022
Rewritten on 25-10-2023