I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)

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Warning ⚠️ suicide and smut ⚠️

Pov: Tessa

" im gonna get dressed it to something comfortable okay" I see Hardin nod and I walk upstairs towards my room. I feel my phone buzzing and take it and see a message from Steph.
Steph: I'm so sorry Tessa can we be friends again
Me : I don't know but thank you for today
Steph: no problem Tess
I see a message from Molly pop up I open it
Molly: hey there fatty I just texted hardin he told me he never loved you your just a waist of space.
I feel tears coming and walk towards my moms room. I knew it that it was just a game. I open her drawer and see pills laying there.

I knew my mom would have them she was on some medication but I never knew why she told me she finally quit them but i thought she would already throw them away. I take them and look at it for a while. I was nervous and afraid I didn't know anymore if she was telling the truth or she lied to me. Should I do it or just let people hurt me even more I just wanna be happy

I walk into my room with the bottle and open it. I put the pills in my hand and put them in my mouth. I take the bottle of water on the night stand and swallow all the pills. I didn't know they will work that fast. I start to get dizzy and sit down. I'm so sorry hardin I love you I lay down because I couldn't even sit straight anymore. I hear the door open from far away and someone running towards me. " Tess wake up" but I couldn't talk I couldn't think the last thing I saw was hardin with tears in his eyes and calling 911. And then everything went black

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I open my eyes slowly and close them again. I tried to get my eyes get used at the white room. I look around and see that I laying in a hospital bed. I sit up but my head started to pound. " lay down mrs young" I see a nurse laying me down slowly. " where am I what happened " I look confused at the nurse. " uhm you swallowed an bunch of pills we really thought we lost you but luckily your awake " she smiles at me and gives me water and some pain killers. I smile and take them.

I hear the door open and see hardin standing there. I feel tears coming. I feel his strong arms around me " why Tessa why did you do it" I start to cry and feel him hugging me tighter. " I'm sorry " i feel Hardin pull away and hold my face. " what we're you thinking Tessa" I shake my head " she texted me that you didn't love me that's just a game and I'm a waste of space I couldn't take it anymore Hardin I'm broken I'm tired of fighting I just want to be happy again " I put my hands in front of my face and started to cry harder. I feel him taking my hands " and you believed her Tessa I'm madly deeply in love with you why didn't you come to me" I feel him kissing my tears away.

" I was just scared " I look down " look at me Tess and listen to me carefully I love you Tessa I have never felt this way about anyone before, I knew from the start you were different I love everything about you Tess ". " I love you Hardin and I'm so sorry" I feel him pull me into a hug again " shhhh it's fine really but please when your feeling low just tell me okay " I nod. " Tess I have been thinking maybe we need to go to the police " I look at him in shock " w-why " " because of Molly and Jace because of them you almost died" " I-I don't know Hardin" I stare out of the window and think about it for a couple seconds.

I really want them to go to jail but what if it didn't work they will find me and what would happen then. I was scared of course it was not nothing but going to the police I'm not sure. I finally made up my mind.

" I think your right " " okay Tess I will call them and the principle because he can show them that it's real" I nod " I will be right back okay " I see Hardin walking into the hallway and see the nurse coming inside again. " eat something love you look really skinny and pale " I take the food from her and thank her. As she walk away I see Hardin walking inside again. " police is coming here and the principal saw it on the camera and wanted your permission first but he's on his way too " " I'm scared what if they don't believe me " i feel him taking my hand " of course they will believe you Tess don't worry they have enough evidence " I kiss him and feel him kissing back.