I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)

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Pov : Tessa

I wake up with a good headache. I shouldn't had some much to drink yesterday. I close my eyes again and open my eyes a couple seconds later. I sit up and look around trying to remember how I got here. I take my phone and see a message from a guy. I open the message. It was really fun last night I will pick you up at 7 I read the message. Who is this. I shake my head and step out of bed and walk downstairs to the kitchen. I see Landon sitting on the kitchen table. I walk towards him and sit down. " goodmorning sleeping beauty" Landon laughed putting his phone down. " what happened how did we got home " I asked I walk towards the kitchen table and sit down. " you want tea" Landon asked me walking towards the counter and put on the kettle.

" yes please" I look at Landon and see him looking at me with a weird look that I can't describe. " what" I ask confused I see Landon take two cups and put the hot water in it with a bag of tea . He walk towards the table and sit down again. " you really don't know what happened yesterday" he asked me as he take a sip of his hot tea. I try to think but couldn't remember anything I shouldn't have drink to much. I shake my head " no not really why ?". " just open your Instagram and look" Landon and me my phone and take  his tea again.

I take my phone and open my Instagram and see myself with a random guy. " who is this is this the guy who texted me a couple minutes ago " I show  him the picture of me with the guy. " that Robert you guys had so much fun he asked you out yesterday and you said yes" Landon puts his cup down again and looks at me . " and you didn't stop me " i ask him. " no because you didn't want to but you sure your okay" Landon asked me. I hear a worried tone in is voice. " yeah why wouldn't I be" I ask him confused. I take my cup of tea and take a sip. " are you still going out with him even if you don't remember " Landon asked me. I feel him taking my hands" are you doing this because of Hardin to forget him the drinking I mean".

" why you asking that" I pull my hand out of his and stand up. " I'm going to get dressed if you don't mind". I walk upstairs towards the guest room and get inside I see a new set of clothes on my bed with a letter. This will look so good on you and it didn't fit me anymore xx Karen. I smile and take the black skinny jeans and the blue top and put it on. I walk into the bathroom and put my hair in a ponytail and brush my teeth. I smile at myself in the mirror. This is the first in a long time  I have ever smiled at myself. I think about what Landon asked. Am I really doing this to forget Hardin. Yeah he was my best friend and I loved him, but that wasn't the reason I was drinking is it?.

I shake my head to stop thinking about Hardin. I take my phone and walk downstairs and don't see Landon sitting anymore on the kitchen table. I sigh and walk into the backyard where I see karin watering the plants. I walk towards her and sit down in the chair next to her. " goodmorning tessa I see you found the clothes" Karin smiles at me I smile back " yeah they are beautiful do you know where Landon is he wasn't sitting on the kitchen table anymore" I ask her. " he told me he was going to a friend of him en thought you wanted to be alone for a while to think, I don't know what he means with that is everything alright" Karen asked me looking at me with a worried face.

" yeah I'm fine uhm how long does it take to go to the city with the bus" i look at her and smile . " 5 min " she smiles  at me and go back to her plants. " okay I will be back in a couple hours" I stand up and take my jacket that I left there last night " okay are you eating with us or?" Karen ask me curious. " uhm no someone asked me out" I feel a blush on my cheeks and look at Karen nodding and smiling big at me. "I'm handing to the city and thank you that I can stay here for a while " I wave at her. " you don't have to thank me sweetheart have fun" Karen waves at me. I walk into the house and take me jacket and walk outside towards the bus station.

I take my phone and see a message for that guy is everything alright the message say. I open WhatsApp and text him back that everything is alright and 7 pm is alright. I open Instagram and see that Hardin posted a new picture. ( see picture above) I shake my head and close instagram again. I need to stop thinking about him but I'm still so in love fuck this is a disaster. I see the bus driving towards me and stop in front of me. I walk in to the bus and sit down. After 10 min I arrive at the city. I step out of the bus and look around this city is so beautiful.