Pov: Tessa
I see Harding walking outside. I heart some yelling inside but I knew Hardin didn't want me to go inside. I see him walking towards me and pull me in a hug. " are you okay" I feel him shaking no but didn't say anything. " let's go home". " can we walk for a bit" The last time he asked me that it was the day his mother passed away. " yeah sure did you lock you motorcycle " I look for the keys. " yeah" is the only thing he say. He's really quiet.
I grab his hand but he pulled it back. As we walk towards the park he didn't say anything and I let him be. I sit down on a bench and look at him. " what's wrong" I ask him taking his hands in mine. " it's nothing " Hardin pulls his hands back again. I shake my head and stand up and say" I only want to help you Hardin but you don't let me in" I was mad I always tell him what's going on even if I don't want to tell him . " I know Tess" is the only thing he say. " why don't you trust me" I was broken I feel bromen " I do trust you Tessa but I don't want to make you feel bad " Hardin said. " I sit down again " tell me".
I see tears in his eyes. I have never see Hardin crying he was always the tough guy. " I said bad things to my dad, and he said that I'm not welcome anymore" Hardin looks down. " why didn't you say it my mom told you you can stay as long as you want" I take his hands again " I know but I don't want to be annoying" I stand up and sit down on his lap. " your not annoying Hardin" I kiss him and feel him kissing me back. " this is what I needed" he said trough our kisses. I smile " let go home".
" let's get my car" . " and your motorcycle " Im confused. " it's not mine it's my dad he can keep that" Hardin takes his car keys out of his pocket. " I have never seen your car" I look at him and smile. " you will see it soon" Hardin smiles . When we arrived at the parking lot and see an old black car I always liked those cars. " this is my car" Hardin stand next to the old car. " is this your car" I say in disbelief. " yes this is my car" Hardin steps in his car and start the car " you coming" Hardin yell. I smile and walk towards the car and get inside. Hardin start the car and drive towards my house.
I get out and walk to the front door and open it. I hear Hardin lock is car and walk behind me inside " mom we are home" i look around and don't see my mom. I walk into the kitchen and see a note on the table. " we have to cook for ourself my mom is at diner with some friends and it will be late" I throw the note away. " what do you want to eat" Hardin sits down on the couch. " I don't know " I sit next to him. " what about sushi " it's my favorite food. " that's a great idea " I smile at him he didn't forgot. " Hardin can I ask you something " I smile nervously . " of course love" he smiles at me . " can we make a selfie so I can post it on Instagram" I look down. " of course love " I feel hardin taking my phone and take a picture together.
" I'm gonna order some sushi honey, I'll be right back" Hardin walks in to the garden. I start Instagram on and post the picture
Within a couple second I see comment from Hardin I smile softly. But then i see mollys comment. And then a comment from Jace. What the hell are you giving him he would never date a ugly girl like you. Molly: I know right she brainwashed him. I shut down Instagram lay my phone on the table a little bit to hard. " what's wrong Tess" hardin sits next to me. " it's nothing" I just can't say it to him. " Tess you are almost crying" I feel Hardin wiping my tears of my cheeks. " tell me love" he said.
" am I ugly fat not word of anything " I look down afraid to look at him. " Tess look at me" I feel his finger under my chin and lift me head up to look at him. " your not ugly or fat Tess who is saying this is it Molly" I nod slowly. " that bitch" he takes his phone. " no Hardin please it's okay if you texting her about it she will bully me more" I hold his hand. " she won't bully you anymore" I hear anger in his voice. " what do you mean" I look at him confused. " because I won't let her touch you anymore I will let them know that your mine now" I feel Hardin pulling me into a kiss. " let's go upstairs" and kiss me again. " and the sushi " I laugh lightly . " that won't be here for a hour it's really busy there" Hardin pulls me of the couch and kiss me again.
⚠️Warning smut⚠️
I feels hands around my wrist and pull me upstairs. I feel Hardin pushing me soft on my bed. " you really sure you want this" Hardin takes an condom. " yeah I'm sure Hardin I want you" I see him getting undressed and honestly I'm nervous . " first I want to give you pleasure " Hardin pulls of my shirt and pants. I lay higher so Hardin can get it to easily. I feel His tongue go over my sensitive spot. I moan a little and feel hardin laugh lightly. " you sound so beautiful when you moan like that" I feel his tongue on the sensitive spot again and feel his fingers inside of me. I feel that I'm almost coming but the he stops. " not yet baby " he kisses me. I feel his kisses from my belly to my neck and kissing me. I feel a Schiffer and feel Hardin sucking on the same spot leaving there a hickey.
" Hardin" I never told him he is gonna be my first " yes love what's wrong" Hardin looks at me. " your my first" I look into his eyes. " I'm your first" . " yes" I look away. " don't look away Tess I will be gentle " I feel Hardin kissing me again. I feel his tongue touching my lips. I open my mouth and follow his movements. " I want to give you some pleasure Hardin but I don't know what I should do" I look at him. " just think it's a ice cream" Hardin laughs . I stand up and see Hardin laying down. I give him a kisses down is neck towards his v-line. Finally I came to his big friend. I take him in my hand and start with sweet little kisses. I hear him moan softly. I take him fully in my mouth and start to suck a little bit and lick around it. " omg Tess you really sure this is your first time" I hear Hardin moan. When he almost have to come I stop. " why did you stop" I feel Hardin pulling me on the bed. " you did that to me too so" I give him a wink.
I see Hardin putting on a condom. " you want to top it should I" I was a little bit nervous . " you" I feel Hardin turn us around so he is on top of me. I feel his tip in front of my entrance and feel him getting inside of me slowly. I squeeze my eyes shut from the pain. " you alright Tess" I feel Hardin stop moving . " I'm fine I have to take some time to get used to it" I laugh nervously " yeah you can go on" I feel him getting deeper and deeper. Suddenly he starts to move in and out. I moan in pleasure and tell him he can go faster. I feel him getting faster and faster. " Hardin please right there" I moan loudly. " omg Tessa your so tight" I feel Hardin pushing himself harder in me. " I'm gonna come" . " me too babe" After a few hard thrusts we both cum at the same time.
I feel him getting out of me and lay next to me. " that was amazing" I smile. " yes it was" I kiss him. " I love you Tessa" . " I love you Hardin "......
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Written on 14-10-2023
Rewritten on 11-12-2023
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I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)
FanfictionTessa is an young and brilliant girl who loves to study. Hardin is the bully from her school and bullies Tessa since his mother passed away. Before they were best friends. What happens when Tessa fell in love with her bully and how will he react o...