Pov: Tessa
I didn't know what to say I have never knew about this. I look at Hardin. For as long that I know him he never cried. I wrap my arms around him and pull him into an hug. " it's okay " I feel his arms around my and I feel an weird feeling. I pull away and wipe his tears away. " I'm really sorry that this happened to you" I look at Hardin he's so broken " it's alright" . " no it's not okay Hardin is awful how many times"
" it's not that.." but I interrupt him " how many times Hardin. " everyday" he looks down. " tonight your staying at my house" I look at him. " but I " but I interrupt him again " not buts Scott". " I like this Tessa" I feel him pulling me close. " but i didn't get an answer for my question " I look in his eyes. " what was the question again" I smile a bit. " did the kiss mean anything to you" I look at him and try to read his emotion . " does this answer you question " Everything looks like it was going on slow motion I feel his soft lips on my lips again I kiss him back and feel butterflies in my stomach.
I have missed this. His beautiful warm soft lips kissing me. I feel his arms around me and feel his tongue touching my lips. I open my mouth slowly and starting to kiss each other a little bit rougher. I feel his and sliding down. I pull back " I don't I". " you have never done this before " I hear Hardin say softly in my ear I feel goosebumps all over my body and shake my head no. " no I haven't " i look down a little bit ashamed. " don't be shy Tess" I feel Hardin grabbing my face and kissed me again. I feel my phone buzzing and take my phone out of my pocket.
" Tessa where are you dinner is ready" I hear my moms worried voice " I'm coming mom ow is it okay that Hardin stay for a day " . " yeah of course honey I really missed him being here" I smile at him " I will be there in 30 minutes " . " okay sweetie be careful " I hang up " dinner is ready". " im starving " I see Hardin walking towards is bike and put on his helmet. " you coming" I smile at him and nod . " yeah I am" I walk towards Hardin and put on the helmet and get on his motorcycle. I put my arms around him.
Hardin start his motor and drive towards my house. I get of and open the front door. I smell a delicious meal preparing by my mom. I hear Hardin lock his motorcycle and walk inside. " take of you shoes please" I smile at him I have missed this so much. " hey Hardin how are " I see my mom putting the plates on the table. " yeah I'm alright I'm really sorry that I left so early" I see Hardin walking towards my mom and give her a hug. " sit down and eat" I walk towards the table and sit down.
I take the spoon and put a little bit of food on my plate. I take my fork and take a bit. I'm not really hungry but I have to eat. I take a couple bites and put down my fork. " you alright" I feel his hand on my leg. I feel an tinteling feeling. " y yeah I'm fine not really hungry" I look at him and give him a little smile " you sure sweetie because you haven't eaten much the last couple days" I see my mom looking at me worried look on her face . I look at Hardin and see that he is look at me with a worried face. " mom I'm fine really" I take my dishes and but it in the sink. " you want something to drink Hardin " . " yes please " I hear Hardin say with a full mouth. I laugh lightly and take two cups and some ice tea and pore it in. " here you go" I hand him his cup.
" how are you doing Hardin" my mom always want to know everything . " mom" I hear a little bit of anger in my voice . " it's okay Tess yeah I'm doing alright sometimes it's harder than it looks like but you know what they say always keep smiling". " that's true Hardin but can I ask you why you sleeping over" I look at my mom mad. " what " I see my mom looking at me confused. " you don't have to " I look at Hardin. " it's alright my dad is a little bit lost" Hardin say not in much detail. I see my mom nod and stand up to take the dishes. " we have a guest room on the left In front of Tessa's room and if you want you can stay for as long as you want" my mom smiles at Hardin.
" thanks mrs young" he always say my moms last name since he came here when he was younger. " please cal me carol hardin" she smiles at him . " should we watch a movie" I look at Hardin and smile. " yeah sure" Hardin follows me to my room. I see Hardin walking around in my room. " it still looks the same" I see him walking towards my bed and see him looking at the table next to my bed. " you still have it" Hardin takes the picture and look at it with a smile.
" yeah I do" I feel my cheeks getting hot and sit next to him. " Tess I don't have any clothes" I see him looking at me . " wait I have something " I walk to my closet and take an black sweatpants and shirt. " you forgot this and I didn't know I still had it until I cleaned my closet " I give him his clothes. " thanks Tess" he look at me with a sweet smile. It makes me smile. " I'm gonna take a quick shower if you want you can choose a movie" I take my pyjama and walk into the bathroom and sit down for a moment. I'm really happy that he's here i really am but I'm scared for tomorrow when we are at school is he gonna protect me or would he walk away again. I shake my head and turn on the shower. I get undressed and step into the shower. I'm just not the girl that I used to be....
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Written on 12-09-2023
Rewritten on 11-12-2023
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I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)
FanfictionTessa is an young and brilliant girl who loves to study. Hardin is the bully from her school and bullies Tessa since his mother passed away. Before they were best friends. What happens when Tessa fell in love with her bully and how will he react o...