I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)

037

Pov: Tessa

I open my eyes today is the day of the baby shower I look beside me and see that Hardin is already out of bed. I stand up and put on a grey dress what is comfortable for my pregnant belly. I walk towards the bathroom and put my hair on a pony tail and brush my teeth. I spit out the toothpaste and wash my face. I walk downstairs and see Hardin cooking breakfast I walk into the kitchen and smile " you know I can make breakfast for you too" he turns around and walk towards me and kiss my belly " I know but your caring a baby and I don't want you to getting to do heavy thing and the visitors are coming in like an hour so go sit down on the couch and I will make you some tea and prepare everything " I feel him giving me kiss and disappear into the kitchen.

I put on the tv and just watch something that's on I see Hardin walking towards me with a cup of tea I take it from him and focus on the tv again. Of course I followed Hardin with my eyes like if something goes wrong I will help him but he did everything like I have planned and i didn't expect it. It wasn't easy the last 2 months. His dad texted me everyday of the crazy stuff that I needed to do to the baby and the shit he talked about hardin. So hardin texted him back and I blocked him. I was sad because I really wanted his father in the picture too but because of this I knew it wouldn't happen and it's hard for me but especially for hardin. He calmed it doesn't do anything to him but I can see it in his eyes.

I hear the doorbell ring I stand up and walk towards the front door. I open it and see everyone standing there I didn't expect everyone came at the same time. " come in please" I feel Karin pulling me into a hug " you look so gorgeous Tessa " I smile " yeah my mother is right but you look always amazing Tess " I hug Landon tight" thanks landon please come in " after 10 min everyone is inside and everyone has something to drink. " so Hardin I never thought you will be a dad" one of his friends laughed. Of course a normal sweet laugh " I didn't expected at first but I'm really happy I'm gonna be a dad " I smile at his sweet words. " and Tessa any sickness" I look at my left " only the first month but now I'm just tired easily " I smile at Steph.

I hear the door bell again and wanted to stand up " I will go Tess " I smile at Hardin who is disappearing into the hallway to open the door. Then I hear Hardin yell to someone. I stand up and walk towards the hallway " your not welcome here look how you standing here all drunk" I walk behind Hardin " who is it". " please Tess go inside I will handle my father okay " " like I said your not welcome here not like this you know that I already told you that now leave " I hear Hardin slamming the door shut and turn around to face me " it was your dad" I look at him like he is about to cry. I pull him into a hug and kiss his lips.

We walk inside again " okay who is ready for to know the gender " I smile and see Hardin giving everyone a party popper we walk outside " okay 3,2,1 " the whole garden is coloring pink. I kiss Hardin and everyone give us a hug and congrats us for having a girl. I smile this was a really good day. After 4 hours everyone left I hugged Landon and his mom goodbye and walk in to the living room and sit on the couch. I was happy everyone helped cleaning up so we can rest earlier. I feel Hardin sit next to me " I can't believe my dad did this with so much people " I lay my hand on my belly and rub it gently " I know " I shake my head not wanting to think about it " I was actually happy he was here but then I smelt the alcohol and got mad " I look at Hardin and didn't know what to say. " Hardin feel this" I take his hand and lay it on my belly " omg she's kicking " I smile at Hardin and I kiss him I never been this happy

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Time skip 9 months later ( the birth )

I sit down on the couch and lay my hand on my belly and smile. The I feel a really bad shock in my back I stand up and feel liquid running down my legs. Shit " HARDIN" I hear hardin running down the stairs " what's wrong Tess " he looks at me and then at the ground "my water broke we have to good to the hospital" I take a step and feel my legs getting numb I take Hardin's arm and walk to the car. " FUCK  I didn't know this would be so painful " I start to feel tears because of the pain that I'm feeling. " hang on Tess we are almost there okay " I nod and an other pain shock comes I start yelling  because of the pain. After 5 long minutes we it felt much longer we finally arrived at the hospital I see a nurse running towards me and take my arm so I can't fall.

I lay down on a bed and see a doctor walking towards me " I have to look how many centimeters it is " I nod " okay Mrs young right" I nod again and look at Hardin " okay you have to push your on 10 centimeters already okay push" I grab Hardin's hand and squeeze it " motherfu..." " Tess language please" I look at Hardin mad because of all the pain I start to cry slowly " it's alright sir when woman are giving birth we let them say whatever they want there hormones are playing right now just hold her okay then it will be okay" I look at the nurse and smile

" okay one more push" I push as hard as I can and finally lay my head back on the pillow I hear a soft cry and feel my baby girl in my arms. I look at Hardin and let my tears flow " congratulations it's a girl what his her name " I look at the little girl in my arms " emery Scott" I smile at Hardin and feel him kissing me " emery Scott that's beautiful " I smile my beautiful family....

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5 months later ( the wedding)

I put on my dress and let the hairdresser do my hair. I was actually surprised because when emery was 1 month old the doorbell rang Hardin had emery on his lap so he couldn't stand up. Hardin's dad was there he was clean I let him in that day at first Hardin was mad but he explained everything he was sorry for everything and he stoped drinken the day Hardin told him the hard truth now we are 5 months ahead and he was here of course Hardin didn't forget the things that he did and he shouldn't but he sort of forgive him and he was here he had a new girlfriend who paid attention at his drinking behavior she was really good for him and Hardin.

I take emery and put on her dress for today. Today is the day that I'm getting married I give emery to Karen who gave her her bottle and walking to her seat. We didn't know at first where we wanted to get married. But as a young girl I always wanted to Marry on a beach or in a beautiful forest and today it will be finally be my dream to marry on a beach i wish my mom was here too and met her granddaughter but I know she will look from above at us. And I couldn't be happier I smile at my reflection. " are you ready Tess" I look and see Steph standing next to me. I asked her to give me away I know you probably think why after everything she did but I'm a forgiving person and she is my best friend. I know the men should give the woman away but I wanted something different. I put my arm in Steph and walk towards the the beach.

I walk down the ail and see  the love of my life standing and I smile...

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Written on 21-09-2023
Rewritten on 10-04-2024

The next chapter will be the last chapter of this story.