This chapter is from Tessa's pov again.
Pov: Tessa
I open my eyes slowly and feel beside me but don't feel Hardin laying next to me. I sigh today is the day that I will never see my mom again. I stand up and put on my dressing gown and walk downstairs. And walk into the kitchen and see Hardin making breakfast. I smile a bit " since when is mr scott making breakfast" I sit down on the kitchen table. " since I am deeply madly I love with you" he hands me a cup of coffee and I take a sip. " did you sleep a bit Tess you were turning around like crazy" I see Hardin putting everything on the table. " yeah a bit but not really good." does school know we are not coming today" I take my phone ready to call the principal. " yeah I called yesterday after it happened " I nod and take a cracker with cheese. I am really trying to eat but i can't swallow anything. " Hardin" " yeah Tess" I know it's stupid to ask but I'm gonna ask anyway. " can I have one cigarette please" I look at him and see his face contorts. " we discussed about this yesterday was the first and last time" " please one" I hear him sigh and give me one. I stand up and walk outside and sit down on the swing. I never thought I would smoke but I really need one.
I put the cigarette in my mouth and grab the lighter. I light the cigarette. " I know it's hard Tessa " I see Hardin sitting next to me and light a cigarette as well. " but this one is really the last one" " please not now okay" I see hardin shaking his head and throws away his cigarette as I do the same. We cleaned the kitchen and walk upstairs to get dressed for the funeral. " it's gonna be okay Tess" I nod and do my hair and walk downstairs to grab my purse. I take Hardin's hand and walk towards his car and get inside. I sit down and hear Hardin start the car. I feel his hand resting on my leg and rub it gently. When we arrived I see my family standing in front of the door waiting to get inside. Some of them I knew from I was little but the other family members I didn't know.
I step out of the car and walk with Hardin towards the door. " mrs young right you wanna see your mom " I nod and take hardin's hand. I see people looking at Hardin with a strange look. My family wasn't really a fan of tattoos. I walk towards the coffin and look at my mom. I looks like she's sleeping and can wake up any minute. I lay my hand on her hand and pull back. She's cold not warm anymore. That's when it hits me she's really not here anymore. " we are gonna close the coffin you can already sit down in the room if you want" I nod and walk with Hardin towards the room and sit down.
I hear everyone get inside and sit down on the chairs behind me. I feel someone taking my hand and look to my left. " Landon" I feel tears coming and hug him. " Hardin called me and told me about your mother, my mother and I drove here as fast as we can". " thank you lan" I hug him tight. " hey Tess my condolences sweetie " I hug Landon's mom and smile " thank you ". I sit down again and hear the door open. I look behind me and see two employees pushing the the coffin to the front. I wanted to do it at first but I couldn't. I hear a song it was my favorite song. How do I say goodbye
Dean Lewis ( how do I say goodbye )
So how do I say goodbye.
To someone who's been with me for my whole damn life?
You gave me my name and the color of your eyes
I see your face when I look at mine.
So how do I , how do I, how do I say goodbye.When I couldn't , you always saw the best in me.
Right or wrong, you were always on my side.
But I'm scared of what life without you'd like
And I saw the was she looked into your eyes
And I promise if you go, I will make sure she's alright.So how do I say goodbye
To someone who's been with me for my whole damn life?
You gave me my name and the color of your eyes
I see you face when I look at mine
So how do , how do I , how do I say goodbye
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FanfictionTessa is an young and brilliant girl who loves to study. Hardin is the bully from her school and bullies Tessa since his mother passed away. Before they were best friends. What happens when Tessa fell in love with her bully and how will he react o...