Pov: Hardin
I open my eyes and look around. I got late at home yesterday when I brought Tessa home. I sit up and rub my eyes. And started to think about yesterday.
Flashback.
" its time" I look at him and he's looking at me with a big ass smile. " yeah I know" I look down. " you know what to do" Steph laughs at me I know she supposed to be her best friend. " explain it one more time" I know exactly what I have to do but I'm just playing dumb right now. " well you have to make Tessa fall in love with you so you can break her heart" I hear Molly laughing hard. " we are bullying her already why this" I sound a bit harsh. " ow Hardin I want to make her life like an living hell" what happened between her and Molly.
" and the bullying do I have to still do it because if I keep going to do that she won't fall in love with me " I look at Jace. " you've got a point we still bully her if you make her fall in love with you" I look at Jace and nod. " this will be easy" I take a sip of my drink and put the cigarette to my mouth.
End flashback
I hear my father smashing his empty bottles downstairs. " HARDIN GET HERE" I hear my dad screaming downstairs. I pretend not to hear him. With an couple second he slammed my door open and grab my arm and pull me out of my bed. " DIDNT YOU HEAR ME MISTER" he spits in my face. I don't say anything. I feel a hand on my face punching me.
"THIS IS WHAT YOU GET IF YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME " I feel on my face and feel something wet. I look and see some blood. " go wash your face and get me some alcohol right now" my dad slams the door shut and leave me speechless. I stand up and walk towards the bathroom and look in the mirror. my lip is cracked open and there is a crack in my eyebrow. I open the crane and wash my face.
I walk downstairs and walk to the front door and open it. " AND HURRY UP YOU KNOW HOW I AM WHEN I HAVE TO WAIT" I shake my head and close the door. I walk towards my motor and put on my helmet. I drive towards the shop and get his stupid alcohol. As I drive back I see a girl standing at the train rails. I see a train getting fast towards her. I see her take a step forward to jump indrong of the train. I ran as fast as I can towards the girl and pul her away from the train rails. I lose my balance and fall in to the grass with her on top of me.
" you okay" I see her standing up and look in the eyes. " omg Tessa what the hell are you doing" I hold her tied afraid she would jump again. I hear her cry and pull her towards my chest. " it's alright" I stroke her hair trying to calm her down. I pull her away and look at her. I place my hands on her cheeks and wipe her tears away. " what where you thinking" Im still holding her face. " I uhm don't know " she looks at me with sad eyes. " come with me " I grab her hand gently and walk towards my motor and and lock it. As we walk towards the park that wasn't far away she hasn't said a word.
When we arrived at the park I sit down on the bench and see Tessa sitting down to but farther away from me. I know what I did was wrong. I have hurt her in so many ways. " Tess" I slowly getting closer to her. " what's wrong" I take her hands. I see her looking at my hands. " nothing" she's being really cold about all of this. I never had seen her this way so cold no emotion. " Tess that was not nothing you almost jumped in front of a train" I still holds her hands.
" I'm fine Hardin" I feel her pulling her hands back. " where you going" Im worried. I never been that worried about her. " I'm going home why do you care" she walks away. I'm speechless nobody ever talked to me that way. I look at the clock and see it 5 pm. Shit my dad. I walk fast towards my motor and start it and drive home. I open the door quickly. " WHY DID IT TOOK SO LONG I SAID BE QUICK NOT TWO HOURS LATER " my father yelled grabbing my shirt. " YOUR A FUCKING DISAPPOINTED FOR YOUR MOTHER NO WONDER SHE STOPPED FIGHTING" my dad yelled in my face. Ouch. I slapped his hands of me and run upstairs and lock my bedroom door.
" YOUR NOT GETTING AWAY WITH THIS MISTER NO FOOD" I hear my dad banging on the door. I breath fast and try to calm myself down. The last time I had an panic attack was when my mother died. aI look down and see that I have a jacket in my hands. I didn't even notice that I had this. It's Tessa's jacket. I pick it up and feel something. I take the envelope out. Should I read this I think by myself. Maybe it's important. my curiosity takes over and I open the envelope and started to read. Omg it's a suicide note fuck. I take my phone and message Tessa. I still have her number.
Me : Tessa are you there?
Me: you okay.
Me: Tessa please answer the phone
Me: im worried!No response. " fuck " Maybe she's hurt I have to go to her but I can't go downstairs. The only option is trough the window...........
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Written on 25-07-2023
Rewritten on 20-11-2023
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I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)
FanfictionTessa is an young and brilliant girl who loves to study. Hardin is the bully from her school and bullies Tessa since his mother passed away. Before they were best friends. What happens when Tessa fell in love with her bully and how will he react o...