I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)

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Pov: Hardin

I see the ober coming with the desert and put it on the table. I stand up and stand beside Tessa and getting on one knee. I take the box with the ring out and open it. " Tessa Lynn young do you wanna marry me " I see tears running down her cheeks as she stands up. For me is this the longest answer ever " yes omg yes " I laugh and put on the ring and pull her close and kiss her. I hear people clapping in the restaurant I sit down again and we both shared the desert. I have always dreamed to marry her and now we are gonna be parents this couldn't get any more beautiful.

After the diner we drove home to take a shower and put on a movie what we already wanted to do a couple hours ago. We walk upstairs and lay down in bed and feel Tessa laying beside me. I lay on my side and Tessa does that as well " I love you Tessa young to be soon mrs scott" " and I love you Hardin scott "  I smile with the thought she will have my last name in a couple months. We discussed we are planning the wedding when our little wonder is born.

She told me she was happy but sad at the same time that's she found out she was pregnant and I get that. She told me she thought about her mother that she can't see her at her wedding or our little child and I understand. I think about that too more then she knew. " Tessa I wanna tell you something " I see her nod and takes my hand. " you told me you were sad because your mother won't see it but I think about it too that my mother won't see me marrying and having children and my dad I didn't hear anything anymore and I wish he wasn't like this so he can be a good grandpa and a good father in law and I know it sounds stupid but it makes me sad too" I smile softly and look into her beautiful eyes

" I  know it's hard Hardin but maybe one day your father will change I don't say what he did was good but the alcohol will make people like monsters and , I know for sure our mothers above will looking down on us with a smile" I feel Tessa's hand on my neck and pull me closer and pressing her lips on mine. I kiss her back passionately. I feel her head resting on my chest and smile. I feel her falling a sleep quickly and a couple seconds later I feel my eyes getting heavier too

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Time skip 4 months later

Today is the day we will find out what the gender is. I still haven't heard anything from my dad at first it makes me happy after everything what he did but now I'm actually feeling low that he can't see this happen to me. He thinks drinking is more important then is own son. I texted him a couple days Tessa told me that's the only thing I can do. I let him know that I'm getting married and I'm getting a child with Tessa , but the only this he said was really bad shit that it's still my fault. And maybe it got out of hand and called him a loser and that he never will see his grandson but I was mad and told Tessa about it. She told me I was mad and maybe he will think twice now but I'm not sure.

We walk inside and Tessa needs to lay on a bed. I see the lady put something on her belly who is a little bit bigger I see a little human on the screen and smile " congratulations your having a girl" I smile big and the lady wipes away the weird stuff and I hug Tessa giving her a kiss " we are getting a girl babe" I see tears in her eyes and wipe them away and kiss her cheeks. We are so so happy. We told Landon, Karen , steph, Trevor, and a couple friends of mine and Tessa that we are having a baby shower tomorrow. And everyone is coming. Steph and Tessa made it up a couple weeks ago she didn't fully forgive her but there working on it.

We'll quickly drop by the store for something tasty and a party popper  with the gender in it and drive towards home. It was a long day for Tessa I could see it. Because of the pregnancy she gets exhausted and tired quickly. We walk inside and put on our pyjama's and order some food I give her belly a kiss and kiss Tessa I smile I feel my phone buzzing but I know exactly who it is. My dad texted Tessa a couple times too that she stupid for marrying me and being pregnant and that she should kill the baby. She was upset for a long time, because of him she was thinking of abortion. Crazy right so I called him that he should stop texting her and I blocked him on her phone.

After that incident I told her that what he said it's not true and she believed me she told me that was the alcohol talking. I never knew why she knew all of this and I never asked because it's not for me to ask. He is still texting me but I don't answer those. After the movie we walked upstairs and lay down I kiss her goodnight and pull her close and close my eyes with in my thought of our beautiful family.

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Written on 19-09-2023
Rewritten on 02-04-2024