Pov: Hardin
" it was amazing Tess" I hug her tight afraid to let go. " yes it was" I see her beautiful smile the smile that makes me smile more. " do you wanna shower" " yeah sure " I stand up and take her hand and pull her of her bed. I hold her waist and kiss her. We take our clothes and walk towards the bathroom and get inside. I look up and down but my eyes stop at her cuts. I take her arm and look at it. " what are you doing" " I'm gonna give your scars a kiss" i give a kiss on all her scars. " I know there ugly I wish I never did it look at it Hardin " Tessa say out of nowhere. " I know Tess how do I say this without sounding like a jerk".
" it shows that you have won you know, and it makes you stronger" I turn on the shower. " how do you know that how it feels " I look at her and smile softly. I take a couple steps so I'm closer to her and let her see my arm. Some of the disappeared but some of the scars you can see a little bit. " because I did it too, do you remember the day that I told you that I know how you feel". " yes" I see her nod. " I wasn't lying" I step into the shower. " are you coming the sushi will be here soon and I'm not going naked" I laugh and see Tessa getting embarrassed it looks adorable. I hear Tessa laugh and get into the shower as well. I take the shampoo and soap my body and Tessa's body.
When we are all clean I turn of the shower and dry myself. I put on some black sweatpants and an black shirt. I see Tessa do her hair in a ponytail and put on some pyjama's. I hear the doorbell ring. I walk downstairs and open the door " hear you go" the young man say handing me the sushi. " thank you here you go" I give him the money and a tip of course. I close the door and sit down. I see Tessa got some drinks and put on the tv. I take a sushi with sticks and put it indient Tessa mouth. I see her that she want to bite but pull back. " Hardin come on" she laughs and still trying to take it.
I laugh and give her the sushi. " how does it taste" I take a bite and smile. " it's amazing" she smiles at me. After 20 minutes we were done with eating. I take the empty trays and walk towards the trash can throw it in. I walk inside and sit down. " what do you want to watch" I put my arm around her and give her a kiss on her head I hear her giggle lightly what makes me smile. " not an horror movie maybe comedy " the last time I put on a horror film she was trying to climb on me. " yeah sure" I open Netflix to find a movie.
After an hour and a half I look at my left and see that Tessa was a sleep. I lift her bridal style and walk to the bedroom and lay her down on her bed. I take my phone and take a picture. She's so beautiful. I give her an kiss on her forehand and walk downstairs to take a bottle of water. And see Tessa's mom sitting on the couch. " hey Hardin can you come sit with me". " yeah of course" I sit down next to her. " Hardin do you know what's wrong with Tessa she almost doesn't eat and I don't know I'm just worried" I look at Tessa's mom I really wanna tell her but it Tessa's decision to make if she want to say it it's not up to me " I don't know carol I don't think there is anything wrong". " okay thank you Hardin I know Tessa doesn't want me to ask you this, but what is the reason you stay here Not that you're going to think you have to leave right away, but I'm curious" I look at carol who is waiting for me to answer I never told anyone only Tessa.
" well it's a long story actually". " well I have all the time" she smiles at me of course you do I think by myself. " well when I told Tessa my dad abused me she wouldn't let me go back, today we needed to get my clothes and I got into a really bad fight with him he told me to leave" i look down. " that's not okay Hardin did you tell anybody else" i shake my head no. " how did it started" I feel that's she takes my hand to calm me down " it started after a couple days my mom died" I look down I never been this way I always was the tough guy but now I'm not so sure anymore. " that's 3 years ago Hardin why didn't you tell me you could have stayed sooner" I feel Tessa mom pulling me in a hug. I couldn't because I bullied your daughter I think by myself.
" you can stay as long as you want" i feel her pull back from the hug and smiles at me. " thank you mrs young but I have to go to bed school tomorrow " I stand up and take my water bottle. " goodnight Hardin" " goodnight " I I walk upstairs to Tessa's bedroom and open the door and close it again and lay down next to Tessa. " where were you" I see her looking at me with sleepy eyes. " I was downstairs talking with you mom". " okay" . " go back to sleep love" I kiss her forehead and lay down next to her.
I take my phone and turn on my alarm and see that I have a text message from Molly and zed
Molly: so you really have an relationship with that ugly girl.
Zed: is it true man
Me: yeah why do you guys care
Zed : didn't you know what you have to do
Molly: yeah she is a bet Hardin
Me: I'm not doing it anymore
Zed: what do you mean mate
Me: like I said I'm not doing it anymore I'm done
Molly: your not done Hardin your gonna tell her or i will...——————————————————————————
Written on 20-07-2023
Rewritten on 26-10-2023
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I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)
FanfictionTessa is an young and brilliant girl who loves to study. Hardin is the bully from her school and bullies Tessa since his mother passed away. Before they were best friends. What happens when Tessa fell in love with her bully and how will he react o...