I fell in love with my bully ( trigger warning selfharm)

014 ~ smut

Pov: Hardin

I see walking towards the bathroom and hear her close the door. I look at the picture of us together. I didn't know she still had this picture. I feel my phone buzzing and take it out of my pocket. Ugh Molly.

Molly: hey handsome should we hang out.
Me: I can't
Molly: why not you always can.
Me: I already told you that I can't.
Molly: where are you.

Why can't she just leave me alone.  I'm sick of her why can't she understand that.

Me: none of your business Molly.

I shut down my phone and open Netflix to look for a movie. So much choice but I'm going for a horror I think. I look for a horror and see insidious. I lock at the clock and see that Tessa is already 45 minutes in the shower. I stand up and knock on the door. " Tessa you alright" I was worried because it took her so long. "Y yeah I'm fine" I hear her softly say on the other side of the door. I hear her turn off her shower I wait in front of the door. About 10 min later she opens the door. " I dreamt away I'm fine" she walks into her room. I walk behind her " you sure Tessa". " I'm fine really" she takes her blow dryer and dry her hair.

" and did you find an movie" she sits down next to me. " yeah I did but first we make popcorn " I smile ear to ear. " you with your popcorn still obsessed with popcorn mr Scott" I hear Tessa laughing. " you know me mrs young" I smile at her I really missed this. " let's go then" she walks towards the stairs. When we are downstairs I see a note on the kitchen table. " Tess your mom is out with some friends" I lay the note back on the kitchen table . " I know" she takes the popcorn and put it in the microwave. When its done we walk upstairs and close the door. I see tessa laying down " are you coming".  I smile and lay down next to her. I start the movie and feel Tessa's head on my chest. I put my arm around her and make small circles on her arm.

I feel Tessa getting closer everytime a scary part is coming. I smile a little and give her an kiss on her head. " you alright love is it to scary" I smile because I know she don't like horror movies. " a little bit" I hear her laugh nervously " I will protect you" I  pull her closer. After 1 hour the movie is finally down. I look at Tessa and see that she fell asleep. I turn off the tv and close and stand up. I feel someone pulling me back. " hardin can you please stay" smile. " yeah of course" I lay next to her and pul her close to me. " hardin" I hear her softly say . " yeah" I  stroke her hair. " I'm afraid" I hear her say as I feel a tear on my chest. " why what's wrong" my voice getting worried but still holding her. " I'm afraid that when we go to school tomorrow that you won't protect me and walk away again" I hear her cry softly. " I will protect you Tessa I promise " I mean it.

I won't ever let Molly touch her like she did yesterday. " really" I feel her smile on my chest . " yes Tessa" I hug her tight. " goodnight Hardin" she say softly. " goodnight love" I  close my eyes.

Nightmare
I walk inside my home and here someone screaming upstairs. I run towards the sound and see my dad on top of Tessa hitting her so hard that's she's unconscious. " this is your fault Hardin" . I run towards him but he is to fast and pushing me back. " this is all your fault of you would have listened this wouldn't happen" my dad walks towards me. " your a failure Hardin your nothing" I feel my dad pushing me again. I feel him kicking me. I feel
My eyes getting heavier.

I begin to scream. I feel someone grabbing my face. I tried to get away but the I hear a sweet voice say " Hardin it's okay your safe". I look and see Tessa with tears in her eyes " Tess" . " yeah it's me" I grab her and pull her on top of me and hug her. " your safe" . " yeah why wouldn't I be " she said confused. " did you have a nightmare" I nod and hug her tighter. " what time is it" I look at the clock. " almost time to get dressed" .

⚠️ Warning smut

I look in her eyes and smile. I really want to kiss her. I take her face in my hands and push my lips on hers. I feel her kissing me back. " I want to give you some pleasure " I whisper in her ears. I see that she's getting goosebumps I place my lips in her neck and start to kiss her. When I hear her moan I know that I'm at the right spot. I gave her an hickey and turn her around and kiss her again. " you really sure it's okay" I look into her eyes. " y yeah I'm sure" I nod and pull her pyjama and underwear down. " don't be shy Tess you look amazing" I open her legs and start licking. I hear her moan. I put two fingers inside and move a little. I hear her moan harder this time. It's the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. I feel her breathing heavily and know that she is close. I start going faster and feel her legs shaking. I hear her cumin with a moan.

End smut

I give her a kiss and stand up. " how was it" I smile at her. " it was amazing " she stand up too. I grab my clothes and get dressed. I turn around and see Tessa getting undressed too " your staring hardin" I see that's she is getting shy and looking down. I walk towards her and I put my finger under her chin and gently lift her head " don't be shy Tess and I'm staring because your so beautiful". I give her a kiss and walk towards the bathroom to brush my teeth. I think I'm in love with her...

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Written on 22-09-2023
Rewritten on 11-12-2023