Love is a Broken Window | Cricky [C]

58 | Heaven

| Devin's POV |

It felt so good to wake up in my own bed again, next to my own boyfriend. He was all too adorable when he slept. I'm sure he was happy to get good sleep too. Now that I was finally home, I could help take care of the baby. Bella is a good kid though. She doesn't cry much or cause too much trouble.

When Chris first brought Shiloh into our lives, he was very broken, lost, poor, and homeless. That was a year and a half ago. It's insane how fast time flies! Once I took him into my arms, I helped him get established in a career. He's a graphic designer now and works from home. He's an incredable artist, and has even helped me with some Worndoll designs. It makes him happy, and that makes me happy.

I'm glad to be off tour. I love performing and being on the road, but I love my family more. Shiloh slept in for the first time in forever while I got the baby up and gave her some breakfast. Shiloh still ended up waking up because he's so used to getting up early.

"Good morning, Babe." I spoke as he walked into the kitchen.

Shiloh stretched his arms over his head, releasing a soft moan. Oh fuck why did he have to do that?

"Morning." He groggily said. "What're you staring at?"

"Just my sexy boyfriend." I replied and pressed my body against his, backing him against the fridge.

Shiloh giggled as I kissed his neck. "Not in front of the baby." He whispered.

I glanced over at Bella, sitting in her highchair. He was right, damn it! I couldn't just leave the baby all alone either just so I could get some. It's been so long thooooough! I know Ryan and Balz are probably in the same boat as me, as far as wanting to fuck their signifigant other into next week. But, luckily, Ricky isn't putting out right now, meaning Chris has aaaallll the time in the world to watch her for me.

"Fine." I frowned. "Why don't I get Chris to watch her for a few hours tonight? So we can... reconnect."

Shiloh snickered at me choice of words. "Reconnect, okay. That sounds good."

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We had the apartment all to ourselves. Bella was spending the evening over at Chris'. Ricky was there too, so I wasn't worried in the least bit. Shiloh was still in the bathroom, prettying himself up for our nice little evening together. I made sure the place was clean, the music was on, and the candles lit. All I needed was him.

Shiloh walked up behind the couch and wrapped his arms around my neck. He smelled so good from just showering, and his skin felt so soft.

"Hi beautiful." I said. "Come sit down."

He walked around the couch. I could see him now, see how beautiful he was. His pale chest was just barely exposed under his low cut v-neck. The belt he wore was loose, pulling down his skinny jeans and exposing the waistband of his underwear. He looked good enough to eat.

Shiloh climbed in my lap. I put my hands on his ass as I looked right into his eyes. "You're perfect." I told him.

He blushed. "Farthest thing from it."

"Shhh. I love those eyes, you know that? I love to see them looking up at me."

He ran his hand down my chest slowly. "You want to see them looking up at you now?"

"You know I do." I smirked.

Shiloh will never admit it, but he was a bit of a slut when we met. Just think of how we met! He was Chris' one night stand. I know from some of the stories he's told me, that wasn't the first time he's gone and fucked a band member or someone he's met at a concert. I'm not complaining because he's faithful to me now and he's amazing in bed. All that experience made for talent.

He stood up off of me. I stopped him a moment by grabbing his belt and pulling him into the space between my legs. Then I started to take off his shirt. He lifted his arms, pulling it off the rest of the way for me. Shiloh flipped his hair into place, making me lick my lips. Securing my hands on his hips, I kissed his stomach.

"You are so beautiful." I moaned as I took in the scent of his skin. "I love you, Shiloh. I love you and I never will leave you."

"I'm never leaving you, either." Shiloh replied, running his hands through my hair. "I love you."

I stared up at him. "I want to make sure of that."

He started to smile. "What'd you mean?"

"I promise I'll give you a better proposal, I'll give you a ring, but I just want the promise right now. Will you marry me?"

Shiloh's sweet eyes froze. Then he slowly broke a smile. "Yes, a million times, yes." He kissed me passionately. "I love you so much, Devin."

"I love you, Baby. Fuck, I love you." I started kissing his collar bone.

I wasn't planning on this, but I just love him so much. I knew in this moment that I have to keep him, no matter what. He is my Heaven and earth.