Feelings On Paper

I hate her

"I HATE HER!" I yell towards the sky,
begging the gods,
'make her suffocate in my hatred.'

I scream for no one seems to listen,
the gods seem to have abandoned me,
in a time of need.

The witch lives and haunts,
and they've turned their back against me.

"I HATE HER!" I sob towards the trees,
begging nature,
'swallow me into her demise.'

I cry for the wind blows the same,
nature remains still,
as the cuts become deeper.

She whispers enchantments into my ear,
and I self destruct at the sound of her voice.

"I hate her!" My voice goes hoarse towards the soil,
begging the dead,
'bury everything that she is with you.'

My voice trembles as the soil stays put,
nothing comes to the rescue,
as her hands grab hold of me.

Dragging her nails down my ankles,
she pulls me down to the mud she belongs in.

"i hate her..." I whisper to the pond of tears underneath,
begging myself,
'just kill her already.'

The whispering becomes soft,
staring into my reflection,
wishing I'd make her stop decaying me.

She smiles back at me,
and I cry at the monster inside me.