i wish i could love you the same way i use to
like how you made conquering the world possible as long as we were together through it all
yet i sink at the thought of being stuck in a car longer than an hour with you now
i love you, i do
so much of me wants to get a house together and get matching rings that bind us by law
yet im so terrified of that law having to be broken
i miss when looking at your face brought ease into my body
when breathing the same air as you was a mellow serenity
but even as you caress me and whisper lovely things in my ear
i feel suffocated by how much i love you
like the breeze we breathe is poison slowly wearing me down
you get me countless gifts and turn on my favorite tunes and we watch my favorite shows
you say i love you over and over and over again
you make love to me over and over and over
you open doors and carry my things and lay yourself for me to walk over the dirt of this world
you go above and beyond
and all i feel is agony
because i'm not use to being loved by you in this way
because somehow its not enough
and i don't know if my love for you can evolve the way your love for me grew
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Feelings On Paper
Poetrypoems and feelings of a new chapter in the story we call life; welcome to a journey of emotions going into adulthood 2020-June2023